Reality hits hard and never goes away...

2010-04-11T13:11:00.003+08:00

1 Family 4 Lifes

Sometimes i really wonder what people are actually thinking..what are they actually trying to do to their life? Contentment is what most people are lack of...i agreed that people should not be too content with their life because it will lead to a mundane routine...however, they should not be too obsessed in getting a better life either..

This past 6 months have been living hell for me...To know that people close to you are actually committing something stupid really hurts my heart...he was not bad in nature and frankly speaking i used to look up to him for his work, his unselfishness...his only shortcoming is his lack of concern for the family and his MCP obsession.

I really do not know what is wrong with my family...From the surface, we seems like a great, loving family...In real life, we seems like 4 people with different personalities put together under one roof...Everyone seems to be living in their own individual life...We never had a proper family dinner, a proper family outing unlike most other families..When my bro and I were still young, this was already a dysfunctional family. My mum has been giving her life to work...I know this is not what she wanted because she was the only breadwinner of the family since we were born...she works from day till night until we hardly even see each other...the only time we meet is during early morning breakfast at 730am and lat night dinner after 9pm. Sometimes even when i have eaten early dinner...i would try to go home and had another dinner...I feel that that's the only thing i can do...

My dad is always a mystery to me...Since young, i do not know what he has been doing because to me he is a house husband..he always claim that he does not work and have loads of money...He is actually a strict father with a kind-heart from my point of view..However, the things that he always do and say makes me feel like hating him...He used to be a heavy smoker and drinker. Whenever he gets drunk, he will spout nonsense, brings up his glory of having money without working, brings up past arguments or just find ways to start an argument...I have tried many ways of handling him...but non seems to work really well....If i start talking logic with him...the argument will last for 7-8 hours straight...If i keep silence, he will start telling stories on his own for 7-8 hours..I already cannot remember how many times i have drench my bed with tears...It's really frustrating because i never get to have a good night sleep...This has been haunting this family for my past 25 years...

Just when i thought this was bad enough to haunt me for the rest of my life...My bro have to add on to all this drama...I always think my parents love my brother more than me...That is why since young, I have been trying very hard in my studies to gain recognition and attention from them...My brother may not study really well in school but his he always excels in his other curriculum like sports...he had won many 1st place in sports which my parents are really proud of...To me, i really envy him because i wasn't as healthy as other children. I had severe asthma which deters me from going out and eating normal meals. Imagine having to stay at home everyday, 3 meals as plain porridge with soy sauce and 1 whole shoe box of medicine to take for like 1-2months every 2months...How healthy can i be like this? When my bro fails to finish his poly, my parents were really upset but for a short period of time only...Then he got accepted into police and he signed on as one...My parents especially my dad was so proud of him being a police...They have such high hopes for him which i never had....He has been working for 8 years and he had never paid his own bills or give allowance to my parents and yet my parents still see him as the best...He earned so much more then me and yet he never had any savings till now. Last year, we start to receive lots of letters from different insurance companies and banks...My parents told me to ask him and he confessed to me on all his loans..He had took up near 2 millions of loans from banks not for anything but to satisfy his personal wants...eating at restaurants, going pubs, soccer betting..He promised that he will never take up loans again if his debt is settled...so i told my parents about it and they have to use part of their retirement money to pay his debt..

Then just 2 weeks ago, an anonymous person called saying that my bro owned him 1 million...My parents and I called him back and ask him about the situation. He said he lost 1million in the casino and the person gave him another 1 million which he also gambled it away..so in total he actually lost 2 millions on the table..What was he thinking about!?! Up till now we still do not know what is running in his brain...Was he brainwashed or his soul was taken over by the demon?!! We had no idea because he just won't speak ?! When the anonymous person calls again, we request for the IOU but he said he do not have it...How is it possible that one person will lend such huge amount of money without writing an IOU?! I begin to doubt the credibility of this person. However, my bro did got the money from him...and my parents do not want to report this to the police cause this will ruin his life...as a person..I really do hope my bro will wake up from his dream and stop thinking of earning quick money...I can survive on half the salary that i have and have savings...why can't he who earns much more then me....It's all about self control i believe..

I may not be a better person myself. I may did things which they do no like. I believe i could make much more effort to bond with my family but sometimes i just can't stand the way my dad and bro and doing to their own life and i also hate it when they do not understand what i really want and for who i am.

When will all these ever comes to a halt...I am really damn tired of dealing with all these...Why can't i just have a normal family who eat together, goes out together and travel together...I just want to be HAPPY...am i really asking for much?? =(

2010-03-07T16:09:00.002+08:00

2hrs of Terror

Oh...i am so unlucky today...so down with luck...In the morning, when i reach the office i realized i forgotten to bring my keys today....

In the afternoon,received a call from agency telling me that there's no slot for kota kinabalu during 20th-22nd May...Been planning this trip for at least almost 2 years and they have to give me such reply...cause i will be going Hong Kong with my family from 15th-19th May and thought that 20th-22nd May was a great timing...in that way i just need to take 5 days of leave...

As night kicks in, my luck got worse...i was rushing some work and was the only one left in the office...when i left the office, i happily just close the door and left the office...when i reach the mrt station, i realized i have left my wallet in the office..Oh crap...How am i suppose to go home without and cash or cards...I head back to the office trying to find ways or loopholes to get inside...The only thing i could do now is to call my boss...then i realized that he had RT session...wow...great now i have to wait for him to return my call....as i saw my handphone...the battery was left with 10% before it went totally flat...I got more worried as the bar went shorter by time....

At first, i thought i could like take a cab back home first and call someone at home to pay for it....but there was nobody at home....When one is down with luck...nothing seems to go right....
In the end, i could only wait outside the office...the wait lasted for 1hr plus until my boss call me...then i explain to him on how stupid i am before asking him to drive to office and help me open the office...

When i got back my wallet, i was thinking if for the worst case scenerio that my handphone was also not with me....i might need to spend overnight outside the office...or walk back home from newton to Yew Tee....Hope this would never ever happened again...

2010-02-28T20:24:00.002+08:00

50% gone or 50% finished

Everytime when i reached the big 5 at every phase of my life..i was hoping for a change...
When i was 5 i was hoping to grow older..
When i was 15 i was hoping to do well academically..
Now as i reached 25...i was not hoping for nothing more actually except for happiness...
I guess nothing beats more than being happy everyday
and to see other people happy...
We should just enjoy who we are at every moment..
Be grateful for all the people around us..
Live life to the fullest...

To a friend...Our life doesn't just stop here...We just have to continue with our life and be happy for what you already have...and not keeping in heart with what may or is already gone...

2010-01-09T20:08:00.002+08:00

路不‘十’遗

几个小时前，我到油池买晚餐。
地上看见一张十元钞票
我捡起地上的十元
旁边有一对叔叔阿姨在吃煮炒
我拿着十元问道：
“auntie, 你有掉钱吗？”
auntie 嘴里还咬着食物望了我一下说：
“小弟，钱在你手里就是你的啦！”
我顿时给了个错愕的眼神
默默的离去
往回看，auntie 还竖起大拇指对我笑。

看来人的观念都错了
竟然有“看到，在你手上就是归你的”想法。
嗨。。
世界变了，人也一样。

2010-01-05T23:56:00.002+08:00

2010 Resolution

It's a start of a new year. Sometimes, we just have to look forward.
My resolution for 2010 is very simple.

3S

Save

save at least $500 per month

Smile

to =D in everyday of my life

Spain

to backpack to the countryside of spain

2009-12-31T00:00:00.002+08:00

纪念。感谢。。。二零零九

今天是2009的最后一天。。不知为何心中有许多的问号与感谢。

感谢。。有很多的第一次。。
感谢。。有在我身旁关心我的
感谢。。有让我再一次有家的感觉
感谢。。让我做回自己
感谢。。听我倾诉的耳朵
感谢。。让我聆听的耳朵
感谢。。让我懂得珍惜
感谢。。爱我和我爱的
感谢。。再一次的拥有
感谢。。再一次的失去
感谢。。所有的鼓励
感谢。。逝去的泪水
感谢。。永远的‘幸运’
感谢。。喜欢的小龙包
感谢。。好喝的星巴
感谢。。美好的二月
感谢。。所有的一切

2009。。永远的纪念。感谢

2009-12-30T00:32:00.001+08:00

。。。

我不知道为什么
我很累。。真的很累
好希望能坚强些

2009-11-28T01:34:00.002+08:00

孤

好想旅行

透一透气
独自思考
独自飞翔

2009-11-23T22:20:00.004+08:00

2.22.9

If a man could beat his own fancy
Then to only breed in captivity is pointless
I’ve been doing what I like when I like how I like it’s joyless

Only you know me

I’m doin’ fine
And the sun often shines
What are you thinking?
At the worst of my mind
With this thunderbird wine
Baby, I’m drinking

What a waste of all this peace,
baby steps and two more sleeps
Till I get to say sorry
I get hysterical, historical; of love is just chemical
Give us something to stop me
Only you know me

Since you went away, my heart breaks everyday
You don’t know cos you’re not there
You simply found the words to make a lot of feelings fade away -or (our model feelings)
Only you know me

I’m doin’ fine
And the sun often shines
What are you thinking?
At the worst of my mind
With this thunderbird wine
Baby, I’m drinking
Only you know me

Since you went away, my heart breaks everyday
You don’t know cos you’re not there
You simply found the words to make a lot of feelings fade away-or (our model feelings)
Only you know me
Only you know me

Waiting for you

all my life

Waiting for you

all my life

Waiting for you

Robbie Williams - You Know Me

To Someone...Somewhere..

2009-11-03T22:24:00.002+08:00

我要的幸福呢?

幸福真的存在吗?
我知在我家,它并不存在
幸福应该是快乐的
但是我在家却找不到
在我最脆弱的时候
你却把我逼上绝路
我病得垂危的时候
你却再次酒后乱性
让我再次感到心寒
以泪洗脸彻夜难眠
为何幸福这么难?
在哪里?
我要的幸福呢?

2009-09-23T23:28:00.002+08:00

灯。等

点燃的烛火随风熄灭
痛苦销声匿迹
在偶然之中因油而生
但油始终会烧烬
最后只会更痛不欲生

2009-08-29T20:39:00.005+08:00

Project D30

It's been quite a while since i came to blog..just don't feel the urge to note it down...maybe life have just become so mundane that it wasn't worth jotting down..That's why now i decided to set a goal for myself...u could say it's a resolution...resolution during the ghost month is quite a thingy...

Last week, just officially graduated from NAFA...those 3 years have been the most fruitful and meaningful time for me...and now it's time to move on to the vast world and start life again...I am really fortunate that i got a job that i enjoyed working in with good boss..and great colleagues..makes the office feels so much like a 2nd home to me and this is already the 2nd month....working life past like a speed of lightning...

To start my life again at 24 is pretty meaningful since my birthdate is on 24th...and there is so much things that i wanted to achieve until i reach the 30s...that's why my resolution will be name Project D30 aka Project Dream30...

Through the 24 yrs of life...i always enjoyed being alone and that's how i want it to be for now till 30s...
1.) The world outside is always what i craved for...so eventually the 1st dream is to be able to travel around the world with a camera,backpack myself..I have given myself 6 years to drill myself so that i can save up a starting fund for this...and unknowing amount of time for me to view the world...do crazy things like bungee jumping, sky diving, scuba diving etc before i am too old to do that...

2.) I actually really love children....but not marriage (but who knows giving a matter to doubt to it)...so it seems a really wild dream....but i actually wanted to adopt a children and i am pretty serious about that...although it might be really difficult but i am aiming towards it...and of course that will have to come after i settle myself down...

3.) What's life without a home....i don't crave for big bungalows or mansion...just a heartwarming and comfortable small place designed by myself enough for me and my children with a view where i can see the golden eggyolk everyday and evening and sparkling stars at night....

4.) To have a golden retriever...always wanted to have one...could be companion for the rest of life...can bring it out for a walk by the beach...playing frisbee..snuggles in the bed...

So it's time to work towards my dreams...Fight on!!

人生拼搏几十年，只为短暂的几年
梦想就是原动力，竖起点燃生命力

my 2nd home
Oh my boss just celebrated his beautiful daughter's 满月..Congrats!!

2009-06-28T12:46:00.003+08:00

心。痛

幼时
气虚无知劳双亲
小时
体弱癌致送挚爱
大时
父酗颓废堵心管
人生的轨道
总在平淡中浮现不明的惊喜
让
以置身十三推入十八层地狱
但
人不应该在火坑中盘旋妥协
应
力争上攀与恶魔抗战到最后
沉静的。你
缄默的。我
沉默的。痛
你。心不动
我。心就痛

2009-06-19T20:49:00.004+08:00

往日情

悠游五二街
路经旧日居
幼是孺子身
少是裕子命
五百楼中四
五分竟美食
八中曾居鬓
永世记忆中

Today, 心血来潮..decided to went on a reminiscence trip back into 52 street..The place seems to have changes with the new dress-up...less vibrant as before....the void deck which used to be filled with children playing and shouting are dimmed to elderly strolling and squandering their last few of years of time....The playground which used to be filled with sand allows us to dig tunnels and hide inside and climbing structures which allows us to be monkeys...trees which allows us to used as bases for baseball games all changes to cold cement floors, children and senior citizen friendly tools...

The old provision shop which used to sell my favourite ice-cream,candies and biscuits still remains...but the crowd seems to have drawn away by the devil's arm of super mart monopolies...

Right next to my old place was my primary school...the school which used to own a luxurious field with fresh air and scenic views..now have to split the pie to another school...how pathetic?
The barber shop which i always got my hair cut from still exist in the mist of urban changes...still remember how the lazy me used to always being chased by my parents to get my hair cut...even though the barber is just a few minutes away...Come to think of it...how ignorant i was to exploit the luxury of food, necessities and services which are distance away from my home...Now, to get all these things i have to go a longer distant...and not being able to get the equivalent quality as well...

I saw this really old tidbit store and saw all the rectangular childhood memories and decided to get myself some childhood biscuits back...like 苏打饼，耳朵饼，糖心饼..bought a pack of 冰条 as well...used to break the ice tube like martial art artist...it's been 10 years since i left this area....and i still prefer market and provision mama stalls compared to blocks of shopping chillers and commercialized food court...it just loses the bit of humanity and warmth...少了一点人情味与温暖..

Oh...it's the opening of supermarket today...went to sembawang and they say not available...but when i went to popular...i managed to get myself a pack of fishes...wanted to get myself a pack of strawberries or vegetables but they only have fishes..still the freshness of good music still worth buying...

2009-06-08T02:46:00.002+08:00

灯

每个人心房都有一盏灯
There's a light in everyone
它在时间的经历中
which undergoes the torture of life
可璀璨，可熄灭
may glow may die

我害怕你熄灯
Afraid your light would went off
如果有一天
If this day shall come
灯暗淡了
as it dims away
我会以自己的灯
I will use my light
照亮你的灯
to brighten your light
如果有一天
If this day shall come
灯熄灭了
as it blacks off
我会以自己的灯
I will use my light
交换你的灯
in exchange for your light

决不让这房间永在黑暗中
never will let the light dies off

Where destiny lies in...to have or not...
掌纹/曹格

在我的手心

你落下的眼泪很冰

晶莹的泪滴

轻轻滑过我的一生

春去春又回

我走过的孤独很黑

难忘那一刻

你走进生命的瞬间

我不信命我信爱情是没有理由悲欢的注定

在我的掌纹中你在哪里

如此的清晰

没有输赢

你是我的命

在我的手心

你落下的眼泪很冰

晶莹的泪滴

轻轻滑过我的一生

春去春又回

我走过的孤独很黑

难忘那一刻

你走进生命的瞬间

我不信命我信爱情是没有理由悲欢的注定

在我的掌纹中你在哪里

如此的清晰

没有输赢

你是我的命

哦我不信命

我信命中你给的每个考验和奇迹

在我的掌纹中安身立命

是否愿意张开手你回应

哦我不信命

2009-06-02T18:04:00.002+08:00

戏如人生

一波未平..一波又起..
Life will never hit it's bottom till death
我哭我笑我喜我悲
Life is full of unpredictable
金钱..疾病..事业..
Life is full of unnecessary necessaries
梦想..理想..幻想..
Life will never stick to plans

如果可以无所谓..
my smile will then be TRUE on the outside

2009-05-24T00:54:00.002+08:00

Reflections

To friends and people who knows me,

Over my 24 years of life, i enjoyed every moments that we have been together..Today, marks the end of my NAFA life after the graduation show..I would like to thanks friends who have supported me through the end...without you all there wouldn't be the person i am now..Firstly, i would like to thanks my secondary school friends..4 years in jurong secondary marks the best of my school life..being young, innocent and cheerful..that's what i like about it..currently, most of them have graduated for the gals..and for the guys...soon as well...
right here i would like to thank wingkit for his understanding and support...since primary, we share a passion in art and we have witness each others highs and lows together..even when we might make fun of each other sometimes..deep inside i know we still care about one another...
xiaoyan is someone whom i think may seems to be tough..always bickering with wingkit...but she was one hell of a friend...her concern for friends is what i admire most...when i am down or depressed...a word of concern at that time really meant alot...even without the presence...i enjoyed the time we sing K together...she was the one who got me hooked onto singing...even though now we hardly have a chance to went K together...due to our own busy scedule...i still enjoy the time spent together...she was always the organiser for any gatherings....or birthday celebrations...a true friend indeed...
xiaotian..she ws always that hyper active...u can never forget her voice...she always talks alot..a lot of people may think that it's naggy...but i think it was purely out of her kind heart....now that she found her love of her life...i truly think she will be happy...and her husband really found a wonderful wife...
jialin gives me an impression that she was really reserved in secondary school...but look what she have achieved...becoming a teacher to groom the future of our country...and she herself also found her love with jinmin...
weiguang have always been flamboyant with his language and personality...still remember our frequent visits to science centre...doing all the stupid things...ehoying all the fun gossiping about other people...maybe that's how i became so kepo somethings now...

After life in secondary schools, JC was a total rock bottom for me....i feel that friends were just disappearing around me...i was just occupying myself with studies and curriculums which i like...After the failure in JC, i was pretty dissapointed with myself as my other friends are heading towards university...With failure, i joined army...i was really lucky to get into a good company...my physical condition have never been good...but with buddies like benedict and haojie...and a whole bunch of supportive BMT mates...life was cool and enjoyable...army camp was something i look forward to going in i could tell you...it just allows me to forget about the failure i had in JC...that was when i got to love running...an activity and sports i would never imagine i would love...with my medical history of asthma...

After BMT, i was again really blessed to got into signal institute where i got to know a bunch of great signals friend...life was pretty laid back....a break for me to at that time forget about my life....but i was glad that i was still pretty in love with arts...at that time in army...when we were split and sent to our units...we got to know each other better...in terms of personalities and likings...i was happy music and art was still part of my life...

at the near ending of army life, i decided to head towards interior design and NAFA was the institute that caught my eyes...i give myself a chance...even though i didn't major in arts...my passion got me through to the intake...and there i embark in 3 years of artsy life...I always told myself...my true passion is interior design and i am glad my vision stayed strong till the end...Year one life was pretty relaxed...and we were exposed to different types of arts and media...and i am glad i got to learn all that...joining NAFA, i though i will be a loner as i just got out from army...and i knew literally nobody...however, i am glad there are people who approached me...and that's how i got more used to the environment and became more open to people whom i don't really know...

Eileen..she was like a sister to me...even though in year one she was hardly hanging around with us...we got to know each other better in year 2....we had alot of common interest...like singing, touring....i know that friendship will last but soon we will still be in our on life...
Lilin...the day i got to know her was actually during orientation in year 2...i was thinking...why got such enthu people in ID....we got to know each other better...and i got my love in cooking through her...that's where i think cooking is actually really fun...
Then there was samuel and daphne..this couple was the funniest i ever been with...where got couple always went to la kopi...super enjoy life....i got to become their light bulb....since year 2...and i am glad they don't mind...not that i disturb your go pat torh...if i was to be in a relationship...i hope it would be like there's...i really meant it...looking at them..sometimes...i will envy them in a way...

So i gotten a diploma in interior design...graduated from NAFA...it's a happy event....but i couldn't help but to feel 不舍..So what's next.....this song could now express my feeling i have now...

曹格 - 寂寞先生
作词：小寒作曲：曹格　

你的笑容是恩惠
世界难得那麽美
于是追要你陪
可惜本能终会将美丽
汗水化成泪水
黑夜之所以会黑
叫醒人心里的鬼
在游说在萦回
在体内是什麽在把我
摧毁在伤痕累累
我可以无所谓
寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废
做什麽都不对
Oh...I'm Not Okay
我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废
就会越多安慰
无论多虚伪
空虚并非是词汇
能够形容的魔鬼
它支配着行为
能摆脱寂寞我什麽都肯给
就像个傀儡
我可以无所谓
寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废
做什麽都不对
Oh...I'm Not Okay
我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废
就会越多安慰
我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废
就会越多安慰

无论有多虚伪

2009-03-15T22:50:00.002+08:00

A bleak of light after the storm

Yesterday was a totally SCREWED UP day..i work through the night on my school work on friday..then on sat morning got to rush for work...I woke up to realized that my parents have washed my uniform...I was so panic trying to find a new white shirt but to no avail...so i got no choice but to iron the wet shirt until it's dry...this cause me to be late for work...Then at night i try to search for my lost thumbdrive...without it my life is gone...cause most of my updated work are inside...I literally ravaged through my whole entire house..

Luckily, i found it in the end at a place which i got no impression i went before....but Hack it...I found it anyway...That night i work overnight again on school work...It's never ending...I tried not to sleep in the end i still slept at 5+..hoping to wake up at 8...but in the end i got up late...which cause me to be late again for work....I felt really pissed with myself for taking that short nap i should not have taken...I am however greatful to my manager for giving me grace to be late and not scold me...After work, i met up with chunhoo to get his razor mouse...in the end got a great bargain though not the colour he was looking for..

After that, he came over to my place to help me sort out my major problem...which is the wireless network...I am JUST a COMPUTER IDIOT...when it comes to attaching and installing electronic stuff...i totally went blank....Luckily, he helped me sort it out and now i can use my wireless network and wireless brother MFC printer which my brother bought...totally lovin it...it's like a mini printing shop at home...now i can save some money on printing...Ok i am so glad things are back on track...but my school work is not...Another sleepless night....Off to work again...Adios!

2009-03-14T03:54:00.002+08:00

FFFFFF UP
Fucked...So so many things is going wrong...at an instant that it's driving me nuts...
1-Lost my thumbdrive without even knowing it
2-wireless not working
3-paycheck delay
4-wireless printer not connected
To hell with Technology...

5-Working day and night
7-Physically sick
6-Not getting the sleep i need
7-Not getting the work i want to be done
To hell with Life...

This term break is the worst ever...

2009-02-24T00:26:00.002+08:00

2424

As i am having my dinner for the day after coming back from work...I decided to blog something just because another year of my youth is gone....who says guys doesn't cares about their age...haha
Even though working and studying is tiring, i managed to hang on for the past 3 years...graduating soon from NAFA...although my biggest wish would be to continue for degree but i guess i will opt for the more practical route since my parents are hoping me to start work immediately...Over the past 3 years, really enjoyed the whole experience with my NAFA friends..i feel more blended into this environment rather than my JC period which was a total disaster for me except for some friends who makes my JC life more worthwhile...Then heading into the army was the best time ever..i guess getting into jc did help in the route of my army life..I've made alot of friends through the 2 1/2 years...play together...joke together...suffer together... Life can never be as relaxing as this...It's also in army that i enjoyed running...even though that doesn't really help much in my wieght...haha
omg...why do i suddenly feel so old?....there will be a time where my life will be more enjoyable?...For now i should go wash my plates and head to bed...Happy 24th to Daryll Sim Wei Qiang!!

2009-02-23T10:10:00.003+08:00

Early Post

It's 9am in the morning and i am typing this post...haha...think it's he 1st post that i typed in the morning cause i since joining NAFA.. I don't really have time in the morning to post anything..I enjoy the fresh air in the morning..I should get back to my exercise routine soon...getting tired easier day by day...I am really not sure how i am able to finished all the marathon that i have been through without the proper training...maybe is my determination to finished it regardless of the timing..I am a person who hate to give up halfway..unless the circumstances allow otherwise.

It's really fast...I 've gone through the long route of life to understand the things i rally like and wanted..but still...sometimes dreams and reality doesn't really fit all that well together..But i guess it will goes down to how determine i am to realise my dreams under the toughest condition...Graduating in 3 more months...STOP dwelling on it and START working...

2009-02-20T02:09:00.009+08:00

Neverending Stories

Suddenly feel like blogging...this whole month been really busy...with family,work,studies,friends...my grandfather just passed away recently...been seeing that coming during our visit to his house on CNY..Hope he is happy somewhere...working and studying is really a tiring to juggle with...but life is such that we have to go beyond our limits sometimes...Some friends are happy where some are sad...Hope that those who are happy don't get overwhelm with it..while those who are sad to pick themselves up and continue fighting...Life is about striving for the best....isn't it?

Oh and recently i have picked up my long lost interest with dessert baking...and brownies is my 1st attempt..Hope to make it nicer so that i can continue with other desserts...

this is my 3rd attempt..still pretty dry..the 4th attempt..i like the taste of this..

Any request for desserts?...haha

2009-01-22T20:46:00.002+08:00

执著。知足

人往往对爱太过执著
盲目地去爱
而看不透真假
时间将证明一切

人往往不懂得知足
肆无忌惮地要求
而不去了解
终究伤害彼此

2009-01-17T21:12:00.001+08:00

1km

付出不是为了得到回报
承诺是为了让信任坚定

2009-01-14T02:02:00.002+08:00

10m

疲惫的心
盼着细心的你
希望之光
照着坚信的我

2009-01-13T00:35:00.002+08:00

9m

初日步南艺
悠如后乐园
晚霞逼近时
愿疑能相遇
却有缘无份

2009-01-11T22:52:00.003+08:00

8m

相见两时辰
默默丝无语
心如树藤蔓
何时近成果
西湖夜深静
春柳繁欣喜
秋时稀落悲
日盼北风吹

2009-01-11T13:30:00.002+08:00

7m

忙忙禄禄
盲盲目目
你懂我懂
你侬我侬

2009-01-10T02:05:00.002+08:00

6m

It's the start of the change today
I've seen how chaotic it is
I understand the stress you are going through now
take care
cause work can never be finished

2009-01-09T00:13:00.002+08:00

5m

this week is definitely busy for you
to work till no night is free
next week is definitely busy for me
to study till no night is free
sleep well rest well
for the journey ahead
i could see in your heart
the passion
i could see in your eyes
the truthfulness
i could see you
right before me

2009-01-08T00:07:00.002+08:00

4m

it's the 2nd day that we both are busy
busy with work,
busy with life
tiredness wears away time
i am happy by the small little effort
but i do hope there is more time
i am thinking
i am waiting
the time will come

2009-01-07T00:57:00.002+08:00

3m

it a long day to not think
it is not work that can stop the thought
i was waiting for time to fly
but unforeseen circumstances hits in
even though i said i am ok with it
but i seems to be dejected deep in my heart
i knew this will happen
due to the datelines ahead
but i can't seems to settle for the truth
but then again i am thinking too much
and too much is really too much
i just hope to enjoy every moment that is ahead
regardless the outcome may be

2009-01-06T00:57:00.003+08:00

2m

we were not meant to meet today but we did
i was so sorry for being late
then you lost your watch you treasure most from your ex
i feel anxious for you but i can't seems to help
on the way to search i dunno what to say
i am just so bad at words
but you kept talking to me which makes me feel even worst
when i am suppose to be the one talking to you
then you found your watch and i am glad you are elated
then we walk to find a place to talk
but i can't seems to talk because of my insecurity
i feel that i will be a burden to you
because i know my situation too well
it's really hard for me to go out without worrying
i really hope to love and be loved
but it will be really hard
cause we met at the wrong time at the wrong life
maybe i am just meant to be alone

2009-01-05T04:33:00.004+08:00

A new race begins

2009...

it starts out of no where...
no ideas of where it goes...
no ideas to believe once again...
no ideas to stroll on...
no ideas to rest...
it ends up in the heart...

2009-01-01T00:25:00.002+08:00

黑皮牛儿

Happy 2009 everyone!! A new year comes new resolution...

I hope :

everyone will be healthy
to graduate with a splendid grad show in june
find an enjoyable ID related job
friends to be happy
family to HAPPY
further studies if possible in UK
backpack around the world

2008-12-28T22:30:00.004+08:00

近朱者赤，近墨者黑

I finally realized the TRUE meaning of it today
When a person is drunk,you keep pushing him into drinking even more than his limit after he puke

2008-12-28T01:32:00.005+08:00

Project B

This year i really enjoyed the Christmas but good things comes at the price of bad karma...

For this christmas, it was the 1st time i tried to bake brownie and i really enjoy the experience ...My 1st try was on Monday... i bought the necessary ingredients for the brownies and went over to wei guang's place and bake...I always wanted to bake but was often forbidden to cook in the kitchen..We follow the recipe and mixed all the ingredients together...but when the brownie was done, the inside of the brownie was uncooked..On wednesday, i went over again for a 2nd try...The previous time it was because of the procedure and the size of the baking pan...so the brownie was undercooked..So this time with the help of wen jin also, we went through the procedure and used the correct baking pan size and the outcome was pretty good...

(A)(B)

Guess which is the successful bownie

Good time never last...my uncle called today and told me that the desktop was beyond repair...and the harddisk was corrupted...which means my data, some of my previous photos and schoolworks are unable to retrieve back...If the desktop cannot be used i am ok with it but my memories and work are all inside...these are the things that are more important..Before it crashed i only managed to backup 60% of my data...why must the computer die on me at this critical moment...FYP is just 5 months away and now i am only left with my lappy which is my only lifeline...and i am really concern that with it's specs...it will just die down on me at the most essential moment...I can't afford to get a better laptop or desktop at such time of the year where my father is squandering his day on booze...my brother living aimlessly and my mother working on a 4 day shifts now.. I just need to be strong and push through this 6 months...before diving myself into the working field...

Life is though but i may not be the worst cause i will not succumb to fate...

2008-12-18T00:39:00.002+08:00

Revitalized

Oh finally..I got my time to blog about so much activities that have taken place over the past 2 weeks..From Hong Kong trip to Church camp..I am just enjoying this 2 really great experience with my friends...The Hong Kong trip was a bit rush to me...we hardly got any sleep throughout the whole 5 days..I just wish the activities could be more spread out over...and thanks to having an in charge who is not very good at looking after a group of students..we were simply left to explore the unknown place by our own...

Hong Kong 1st Day-Monday

On the previous day, i just completed my standard chartered marathon in a time of 6 hours 29 mins...haha...i was expecting 7 hours...so it was pretty good run and walk for me...My leg was in a pretty bad condition that day after the race...After getting abit rest, i head over to lilin's house because on the next day, it's easier for us to get a cab to the airport. In the morning, we got up early to hail a cab to the airport together with tiwi and raymond...my leg was super chui at that time...I really wonder how i can end up the whole trip still walking...haha..We met up with the rest of the 16 schoolmates and board the plane to Hong Kong...On the plane, i managed to watch the movie Fred Claus...it was a pretty nice show to entertain me throughout the journey. Once we reach the Hong Kong International Airport, we took a chartered bus to Ibis Hotel at North Point...The weather ws pretty cooling...same as the taiwan trip i went with my campmates few years ago..Our hotel was very near the MTR stations..we spent alot of time checking into the hotel thansk to the GREAT GUIDANCE of our lecturer in charge..We were basically at diferent levels.. Raymond and I managed to got into the bigger handicap room at 29th floor...The room was petty cosy...would be better if there is sea views and bigger bed...haha

After checking in we head down to explore the surroundings and have our late lunch...In the end we got into a shop selling wantan noodles at S$2..the noodles was ok but the dumpling was big and delicious...After lunch, we head back to hotel to rest a while for the trip to the Peak..In the evening, we went to wan chai for dinner...the there is someone that stick onto us...In the end, we went into a store selling super nice sze chaun spicy noodle...I odered the super spicy one...The spiciness is different from the normal chili we had, it was the those chili that makes u numb rather than sweat...but it was pretty shiok eating that...

After dinner, we met up with the rest at the central station..We took a bus to the peak tram station..before taking a tram up to the peak...the journey up was pretty fun...because we were literally like at 45 degrees up slope...The peak was awesome...with picturesque scenery of the entire Hong Kong...he cold wind was damn shiok too...we took alot of photos and i really enjoy the gush of cold wind when we head out the railing...It was quite hard to take a good night photos without a tripod...but i managed to get just a few of it...When we head down the peak, we took a tram back to the hotel...Before sleeping, we had dessert at the nearby store..I really like the Mango Beancurd...The mango was really sweet and the combination with the smooth beancurd was perfect...

Hong Kong 2nd Day-Tuesday

The previous night we slept pretty late and got to wake up quite early to catch the ferry to Macau..Witht the GREAT GUIDANCE of our in charge..we went to Kowloon station and walk 20-30minutes to the ferry terminal..The jewellery students got up abit late..but our incharge didn't really went to look for them and kept telling them to go over to the kowloon station where he will wait ...In the end, he didn't wait and came to the ferry terminal leaving the 2 person stranded all by themselve in Hong Kong Island...To me, i think the in charge should have been have been more reponsible to carry out his duty as a guidance and look after each and every one of us...If something bad happened to them, how is he suppose to make up to the parents..At Macau we hired a bus/guide to help us tour around Macau...I was actually excited about the Bungee jump at the Macau tower but it was ay to expensive to get this experience..but we still went up to take pictures and see other people jump...Looking at them jump is already very exhilarating..i can't imagine what i would feel if i were to jump...Nvm...i will come back next time when i tour around the world to conquer this leap of death....=)

At night, we went to stanley market by bus to find out that it opened till 8pm only...so we had to make a long bus trip back...we took the mini bus back to get the different transport experience...For the mini bus, there is a main destination but we have to tell the bus driver whee we will be alighting...but becasue our cantonese was pretty chui...so we just try to keep a lookout at the signboards...and ait for people to alight and we alight together with them...we stop at cause way bay and had our very late dinner there...lucky for us...the restaurants at causeway bay close quite late...When we went back to the hotel, we had dessert as supper again...

Hong Kong 3rd Day-Wednesday

We went over to the PolyUniversity at Hung Hom Station...The cross over to the the station was very long..compared the cross over at douby gaut station..Two of the year 2 students brought us around the campus to see the different studios and facilities they had...The studios were really arty and creative....they were allowed to draw graffiti on the studio wall...and mess up the whole place...haha..

After the tour, we went to over to central where we had our architectural walk to introduce us the the different buildings around central...The guide Lisa was really nice and patient..unlike our GREAT GUIDIANCE...I think respect is gain through good virtues...At the middle of the walk, Evi lost her camera...i can see tha she was pretty panic and sad....so i volunteer to accompany her back to find her camera...lucky the camera she left is inside the place where we rest...After that, we head back...trying to find where the rest are...we were told to see the China Bank and make a right turn..but we didn't see him anywhere...Then he told evi in a harsh tone through the phone that he on the right...then i managed to saw him...he was standing still over there like a statue...If he really saw us..he should have just shout out to us...and not make us kept walking in the wrong direction...Is his voice so soft that he needs to use the phone to tell us?? Actually he should be the one who accompany evi back to search for the phone and not me...Isn't that his duty? This shows how faint-hearted he is at bringing us to Hong Kong..At night, we met up with Raymond's relative who show us around,had dinner and went to KTV...It was really fun...

Hoong Kong 4th Day-Thursday

It's the opening of the Buisiness Of Design Week 2008...We went over to listen to design related talks which i think is an eye opener...some of the speakers were really great and interesting to listen to...At the Conference Hall, the rest of the lecturers like Sabrina Long, Eileen's beloved Jerry, David Tan...meatball were there for the conference too...The whole day was enriching but tiring as well due to all the late nightsand lack of sleep...Dinner was great with the accompany of friend at Happy Valley..Too bad we can't spot any celebrities...

Hong Kong 5th Day- Friday

It's the second day of the conference..We sat through the whole day of conference..At lunch we went out earlier forour lunch at The Sweets situated not far from the conference venue...we heard that the food that was very nice and indeed it was...I love the dessert at th end especially...it was superb...At night, we head over to causeway bay to do our last minute shopping which we didn't do over the past few days...haha...been eating and sight-seeing alot the previous few days...I really can't figure out how they gave the discount in there mall...it's so confusing anf can be use form shop to shop...In the end we save quite alot and are happy with our findings...At night, Derrick, Samuel, Raymond and I, the 4 guys went out for our Men's night at the pub near our hotel...after that we walk around North Point and settle at a eating place before heading back to the hotel around 4am...

Hong Kong 6th Day- Saturday

We woke up at 11pm and checked out at 1130m..leaving our luggage at the lobby, we went over to the famous egg tart store at central and bought egg tarts and lao po bing. It's not difficult to find famous stores because form far ou will see the queue and around the area people will be munching on the egg tarts...and we left the place happy with what we bought...We took a bus back to the airport and head back to singapore...

On the next day, i spent 80% of my time on the bed...i was feeling so lathargic and my body is aching with the run and the walk...Then i realized that the next day i will be accompanying Chun Hoo for his church camp...oh btw i am a freethinker although my family is a buddhist... i just want to take this time and just to understand more about other religion and their culture and away from my studies, family to relax and enjoy...

Church Camp Day 1

I went over to woodland and took a bus to chunhoo's church...It was petty fast...The camp were mainly young children ranging from the age of 11-16...Only a few youth..and a few adult...No wonder chunhoo ask me to accompnay him because he was one of the few older people there...I went through their spiritual retreats learning more about who i am..and played games with other campers...As this was my 1st time, i ws actually pretty nervous on the 1st day...not knowing where to go and what i should do..I just try to help out as a big brother and friend when needed..

Church Camp Day 2

On the second day, i am able to mingle better with the other campers...the children are all very cute and adorable...the way they talk also makes you laugh sometimes...which i think is a great things to have...This is what we all use to have and gradually lost it though time...In the afternoon, we played water games...there was injuries but luckily it was not very serious...There was a camper's night where all the other's parents join in and we did a small skit which was really enjoyable...the night game was pretty fun as well...

Church Camp Day 3

There was nothing much, i seems to made some friends which are so much younger than me...i can feel how enregetic they can be and i was used to be...and i really want to thank them for presenting the best newcomer prize to me...I was just trying to help out chunhoo, the rest of the people and enjoy the whole experience at the same time...hoping to go to other camps like dharma camp which wenhao went...to learn more about buddhism as well...

Tomorrow will be having signals outing, looking orward to it...so long never meet up already...After that i will need to start cracking up my brains to do my find 2 special themes for my 2 proposal for FYP...just less than 3 more weeks left to finish it...Wow...times flies....

2008-12-07T15:42:00.005+08:00

S.C.M 2008-Gang bang R(21)

WARNING!:The following post is subjected to viewers discretion. The post is not meant for children viewing. Parental Guidance is required.

Today was the day of S.C.M 2008...and S.C.M. stands for Sex cum Masturbation 2008...It was a day where 50,000 people gather around and enjoy the whole process...In the morning, i was suppose to catch the 430am chartered bus...but i reached a a bit early...then got this uncle got pissed off with the bus conductor for letting people purchase tickets and board the bus...He did not got onto the bus because it was full...When the bus was about to leave, he was still very pissed and chased after the bus..banging on the door...I was like thinking...Get over it man..Uncle...1st come 1st serve...so what if u have ticket we all also have...Then he went off hailing a cab on his own...Just then...the next bus arrived...haha...Patience is virtue...

When i reached there, i left my baggage at the baggage collection area...The grass patch was filled with mud...in the end making every in a mess...Then i head over to the start point for the flag off...

I also wondered why people always like to go piss before they run....Oh..it's only before the run...Runners actually pass the start line and head straight to the toilet to piss...Was that what people meant as morning urge? and throughout the whole race..i couldn't believe how they squeeze all the water out from their bladder...i was literally dehydrated from the run and they could actually kept visiting the toilet...

During the race..deep heat was the most highly requested elixir....People happily apply loads of cum onto their legs...making their legs super white...Was that some kind of fetish for cum?...lol..and after applying cum...they will start to practice their yoga moves so that they can perform better....You can be awed by how unique stretching exercises can be....legs on the pole..on the chair... on the table...Buddha sitting...meditating..hoping to fly to the finishing line...Buddha clap...hoping to kill the rest of the runners...Sleeping Buddha...people were thinking they were dead...

I observed another scenario about the food and water that was given....At the halfway point...people were actually given some GU energy gels...People were all sucking every drop of it as if it was some tasty orgasm....Then the most famous will the the banana and 100plus...the combination was aka...Cock and Cum....lol....The organizer must be a horny person....lol...

Another observation was that the whole race route changed quite a lot this year...We kept passing through the infamous mother ****** gantries....which all car owners hate....Do you think runners will also like the feeling?...We were machiam like millions of sperms gushing through the gate of goodwill...

When i reach the final gantry, my final timing was 6hrs 30mins...haha...It was practically a walkathon for me after running 15-16km...

Oh...results is OUT!!!!....Can you believe it? I got an A and guess where the A came from....I wonder how i got that A because i think i didn't put much effort for hers this semester...Haiz...and i got a D from furniture minor...that is why i am in Interior Design....Oh and i am so happy for my techonology..the 1st term i got a D and i upgrade to a B...phew....overall thanks to the D my gpa dropped by 0.06..no more 3.3...Aiyo..why must they announced before the trip...Okie i should get some well deserved beauty sleep after such vigorious S.C.M activities... before i pack my luggage for tml's HK trip...cya on 13thDec...

Publish Post

2008-12-04T22:27:00.003+08:00

一路善恶恶

Today was pouring whole day...I was thinking of going earlier to collect my race pack for this sunday's 7th Dec marathon...then i decided to go in the late afternoon...When i reached expo, there was already a long queue all the way to the outside...It took me 2hrs+ to collect my race pack...This year there is around 50,000 racers participating...OMG...how to run like that...This is my 3rd year running SCM...my 2nd time running Full Marathon...I really like how standard chartered run this whole event...really well-organized...unlike SAFRA...During the queue, i met Benedict my BMT buddy...

There is no work schedule for this month...think it was because of the hong kong trip...that's why they say i couldn't commit..sign...even though FYP proposal needs to be done...i still need to work for my daily expenses...this month is indeed a pretty bad month...More bad things than good things happening...Things are going out and not coming in...White Christmas may just turn into Black Christmas...

I ate...but u don't believe me...
When i never ate...your believe me...
Ok..i will starve from now on...
Is that fine?

I am ( Lost )
How can u understand me when i don't even understand myself?
How can u know what i think when i don't even know what i am thinking?
How can u undermined my passion when i tried so hard for it?
U ( Lost ) me

2008-12-02T20:08:00.003+08:00

Failure

There is nothing i can do to help...
No schedule for me this month...
Do you think this is what i want...
Life hits a new level of bottom...

You think i dunno life is hard...
You think i dunno what ur have done...
You think i dunno what we are going through now...
You think i dunno everything is going low...

I guess i shouldn't have add on to this burden...
my failure to think before action...
But i will find the solution myself...

2008-12-02T15:32:00.024+08:00

Imperfect Perfection

Yo..i am back again..The trip to Malaysia was really fun...My family and I went desaru, it's really a place to relax and just enjoy the experience..The place may seems to be rundown but the beautiful scenery and great seafood compliment the imperfect..That's the kind of simple life that i have been hoping for...We have to be contented with what we have sometimes...

Just received a really turnoff message..Ops manning for 2nd-9th Dec...Hope that nothing will happen..because from 4th-6th have to collect my Race entry Pack for SCM 08...on Friday will be celebrating Weiguang's birthday...then on Saturday i will need to rest for Sunday's Standard Chartered Marathon 2008...On Monday will be flying off to Hong Kong for my educational trip (8th-13th Dec) Everything seems to be all packed together within that few days...super xiong...

Ok..now for some photos i took in Desaru...

Seafood Restoranbaby octopusbamboo clamshot plate tofucereal prawnschili crabABC specialwaiting for sunset the egg yolk gets biggerand i try to grab the eggyolk beautiful sunsetlalaclamsclaypot mixed vegetablessteam fishcrayfish meat saladprawn paste chickenhor fan

2008-11-28T01:29:00.004+08:00

Supper Night Club

Sinful Sinful Sinful..Just finished eating my supper that my parents left behind...This few days have been eating supper all the way...My biological clock is going all hay wired..Just came back from dinner with jialin, jinmin,wenjin and wingkit at crystal jade kitchen...was a parting dinner for wingkit because he will be going back to Taiwan and hong kong to visit his relatives...Oh btw, he will be in hong kong from 9th-15th dec..maybe i can sneak out and meet up with him at night since most of the night time will be free and easy...then he can bring me to other places to have more supper...lol...opps...i am announcing to the whole world..haha...he taught me a Cantonese phrase so that when i call his home..his grandparents will know that i am looking for him...haha...think i still remember it..hope i won't forget by next week...if not his grandparent don't understand me... After the dinner, we had some coffee and reminisce about the past...

Come to think of it, the world is really small...I met wing kit since primary school...We both studied at Rulang Primary School..We knew each other because my brother is his friend..and we were classmate from at primary 5..then because of some problems he left Rulang and join Merlimau Primary..I remember that was the time i witness his most embarrassing moment which he told me to kept this secret to myself..that's how we became best friends..After PSLE, we went into Jurong Secondary School together...however we were not in the same class but we still kept in contact because we were both in Art Society...he was in 1-1 while i was in 1-5..Then at sec 3 , he was in 3-4 while i was in 3-5...but because the 2 class are just next door we actually mingled and got to know one another...actually it the whole level seems to knew each other in a way or another...After 'O' level, we advance to the same JC...After JC, it seems to be that our gang was fixed to the 9 person from JSS..Aiyo..we were friends for more than 10 years i think..

I found some interesting past photos...and i think i don't have great impression on my primary classmates was because i never bought the class photos for some reason i think...not very sure why...looking at the past photos..i think i found some familiar faces..i think it was fate that some of us became friends...

Here is the journey of my educational life..
K1
K2( omg wanlu was in the same class as me? Never really noticed..)art club in primary school which is the only photo i bought..think this is how i got my interest in art..
I can't believe i still have this class magazine( done in primary 6) Damn crappy..
she was the 风云人物 in primary 5 and 6..people called her nicknames like complain queen and lydia sia..come to think of it i felt quite sad for her...
Class 1-52-53-54-5art society

Tomorrow will be going to Malaysia with my family...and i still have not packed...arghh...More sinful supper over the weekends...aiyo like that my training for SCM 2009 will be all down to drain...haha...Ok i shall go have my bubble bath 1st before i packed my bag...so excited until i cannot sleep...Holidays are meant to be fully utilized..=) Enjoyz!...

2008-11-27T01:42:00.002+08:00

All Worked Out

Today was an fully utilized day..From morning, i went to gym..ran on the thread mill for 2.4km route. After the run, i did some upper body exercises with the gym machine. Later in the day, i continue my training with swimming...been quite a while since i last swam. Damn shiok..=) Thank goodness the weather in the day till 2-3pm was pretty good..if not will spoil my mood for the day..

At 4pm i went to work..After all the workout i was supposed to feel tired..but in the end..i felt more energetic instead...Maybe is because i caught some rest during the bus trip to vivocity...When i reach my workplace..i was so touch...my colleague bought corn soup for us during her off day...I can't be more satisfied than working in an environment filled with nice and caring boss and colleagues even though i am just a part-timer..

Tomorrow will be meeting my secondary school friends for gathering before wingkit went back hong kong...Aiyo...suddenly felt so hungry..time for me to get something to eat before i have my beauty rest...

2008-11-25T20:59:00.002+08:00

Karma

Today i just went for a run to train for my SCM 2009 on 7th Dec. My 1st run after one semester...I ran to the yew tee park and ran for 30mins...but i think i only ran 6km which is really bad..After i ran for 2km, i was losing stamina..felt so tired..After the run i did some static exercise..then i saw my 小姑 and her son...it has been a while since i saw her...Even though she also liver in yew tee..we hardly met...

I think my aunt is a benevolence person..she always like to help people and make other people happy...this applies to all my aunts...I still remember when i was young, i always went over to my grandma's place to stay over during the holidays..and i am always excited about going over because of my 3 aunts..my eldest aunt was really good at cooking...i would always call her 煮菜姑姑..her dishes are all my favourites..i always like to go market with her to buy groceries..and she will always get Macdonald's for me...and when i saw her picking the ears sometimes..i will always ask her to help me pick also because i think having your ears picked is a relaxing thing to do...Too bad my aunt die at a young age because of cancer after my grandma passed away of cancer as well...

My 3rd aunt is the aunt that i was closest to...Before she was married, she will always bring me out for movies at woodland..that time there were alot of hong kong chinese movie...that was how i became a movie fanatic...Even when she had a boyfriend which is now my 姑丈, she will still bring me out during their date...After they got married, her health deteriorated..think is because she used to eat a lot of slimming pills..i always call her 肥肥姑姑...she was not really fat..but compared to my other 2 aunts..she was a bit plummer.. Now she had a son and she herself had liver failure and cannot work...

As for 小姑, she was a vegetarian and was really a sincere Buddhist. Same as my 3rd aunt, she will also bring me out whenever she was not working.She was the one that help me to start saving by buying me beautiful porcelain saving boxes...After she got married, my grandma and eldest aunt passed away, grandma's house was lively as before, everybody got married and moved out..leaving only my grandpa.. So the house was sold and my grandpa moved to my youngest uncle's house because he was the one who can financially support my grandpa..He and my 婶婶 had a daughter..but unfortunately my 婶婶 was down with cancer...and soon passed away leaving my uncle and his daughter...

The following holiday, there is no more grandma's place for me to look forward to..but my 小姑 allows me to stay over at her place..i still remember it was the year 2000..i enjoyed the stay at her place..it was a really peaceful place to live.. but one day, my aunt suddenly quarrel with 姑丈 and they nearly ended up having divorce..i was pretty shock because my aunt and her husband always seem so loving...From then onward, i never went to her house thinking it was my fault that cause them their fight..My 小姑 always like to give money to me as allowance which i am always reluctant to take..I never like the feeling of taking people's money..Right till today, she still does that..My computer was down..so she asked me to bring it over to her house today because 姑丈 works in the computer industry and might be able to fixed it...When i went to her house, i got into her kitchen to get some water, she pulled me to one corner and stuff her money to me..I was stunned and try to tell her that i am working now and she don't have to keep giving me money every time we meet..but she show a shh sign..think she don't want 姑丈 to know..right after stuffing money into my hand, she asked me to go back 1st..i was like huh? No chance to give her back the money..Right till now, i still kept the money she gave me..it accumulate to about $400...Her son is now primary 5..i hope when i start working, i can play the role as my aunt and bring her son out to watch movie and play..If not i think i will not forgive myself in not doing so...When we take..we must give back...

Sometimes i think that i am a jinx..whichever place that i live..the person will have something bad happened to them...Right to my own family...bad things kept happening...

舍

害人不如害己
伤人不如伤己
只愿他人幸福
自愿步入地狱

2008-11-24T18:57:00.006+08:00

Another New Beginning

After a day of clearing, sweeping, wiping, throwing..My room which was left as a dumpster for 1 whole semester is finally clean again..So satisfied with what i have done. I never knew that over this semester i have accumulated so much dust and rubbish in my room. My CD shelf is nearly over flooded and all my past assessment i have done over the 3 years could fill 1/8 of my room..lol..

Through the cleaning process, i also found a lot of past memorable letters and photos..which are pretty interesting especially those crazy moments during the army days...from SBO,helmet and swimming trunk in BMT to a photo collage for i did ORD...lol...too bad i think the photos could not be post on blog..

This holiday seems to be a fruitful one with all the activities coming in.

27th Nov- Meet up with the usual sec friends

28th-30th Nov- Holiday with family in Malaysia

7thDec- Standard Chartered Marathon

8th-13thDec- Hong Kong Educational Trip

After that will be preparing exhibition for the trip, proposals for FYP, could be accompanying a friend for church camp..

Before cleaningAfter cleaningthis is my dummy ola..and look what's in its bag!

2008-11-24T00:59:00.006+08:00

Blessed Marriage- Yan Shi and Xin Feng

Just came back from my cousin's wedding..it's the second one this year from the same family..the previous time was the 2nd eldest..now is the 3rd eldest..The wedding was held at Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel. It was a simple wedding but yet enjoyable dinner... Wedding could sometimes be so regimental...the cutting of cake, the popping of champagne..the table by table photo taking...why can't it be something special and unique?..If i were to have one..i hope it would just be the 2 of us at some part of the world..

Tomorrow is Monday..Guess what..No more Benny Class..haha...can sleep until the sun rise..=) Oh..i need to have a extreme makeover for my room...It's super horrendous..Think it will take whole day to get it back into living condition...My desktop is down...Crap..Not sure how my bro use it...my photos and past year work are all inside...阿弥陀佛...hope the things are still inside...in need to get a external harddrive..but haiz...still got so many others to settle...super stress...Oh my furniture photos are on facebook..think i just post a few here..

Our cardboard furniture-Do it Your Waymy 3 years KNS friend..=)the future interior designers doing furniture minor...3A, 3Bwith a lecturer like andrew..how can our lesson be boring?..haha

2008-11-23T00:24:00.021+08:00

Bittersweet _ _ _ _

Finally, i am back to this blogging space after 8-9 weeks..you can't imagine what i have been going through this past weeks...so many things have happened..Happy..and Sad...I am just happy that i have come this far...=)

My last assessment(furniture) just got over on Friday...8-9 weeks of sleepless night made me look more and more like a drug addict.. but overall it was a pretty good finale for this semester..I am so happy to have friends and family to give me the strength to got me this far...As the assessment just ended, the launch of our FYP hits in...2 proposals to be up next year 5th January...I hope to end my 3 years with something which i love and care most...Life is short and nothing will remain the same but as long one stays happy..there is nothing more to hope for...

As i hope to enjoy this holiday, life stills continue with work for survival...i love the work that i am doing now at godiva..my boss and colleagues are great...no political..full of gossips and laughter..there is no better working environment than this..Even though there is a slight movement in staffs..the people are still as nice...I would like to show my appreciation to my boss and colleagues for allowing me time to do my assessment in the office during work...

Come to thinking of it, 3 years really flies..still remember the 1st year in NAFA where life was much simpler and enjoyable...really found a bunch of great and clicked friends like alvin, anthony, gian, shihan,jac, nora, scarlet. Moving on to year 2, life was more stressful but fun with another bunch of friends like eileen, evi, arlien, samual, daphne, nic, kaili, cecelia...Heading to year 3, old friends got back again...NAFA is just like a big network of great friends for me...

Out of school, i am glad to have my bunch of signal friends. Though, i was the only one studying in design field. It does not hinder our friendship. I am also happy to got to know uncle chin..he is like a father and friend to us..

Then there is my sec school friends, though the times we met are not frequent, i treasures every bit of time that we spent..

Everybody have their individual problems...I just hope the friends around me will be happy from their heart...True happiness like the great wall is not built in one day..Time will eventually speaks for itself..

Okay...think i've not post photos for quite long...this is all the time i have spent on for the past semester...

Interior Studio
Cruise Project-Superstar Libra Term1
Cave Retreat

Corridor

Standard Room(day)

Standard Room(night)Universal RoomUniversal BathroomSuiteSuite Lounge

Term2-Memoirs Chinese Restaurant Tea Lounge
Tea BarGeneral Dining Space

Communication-Packaging

Circular Compact Calendar

Furniture Photos not uploaded..I need to get some sleep 1st..tml will be working early..and at night will be attending another of my cousin's wedding..So happy for my 大姨。Her third daughter to got married .Still remember the one with Christopher and Fann Wong..that was her 2nd daughter. She had 4 daughters in total..really hard on her to bring them up alone..Now she can enjoy true family happiness already..

2008-07-25T00:06:00.003+08:00

What have i done wrong?

Is it wrong to tell your father not to smoke and drink? Who would want their parents to indulge in drinking and smoking? It's not as if he will keep quite and not make a fuss after drinking? What is his mentality when he always want to make a fuss at home? I really can't stand it anymore. He always try to malign me of things i have never said before when he gets drunk. Does it make justice for him to scold me when i try to persuade him to do things( smoking and drinking ) which is basically harmful to his body. He even threatened to use a knife to stab himself today..Is that something a logical person or a sober will do? I really can't stand this anymore. Please end my sufferings will you once and for all..It's really like Hell now...Which father will actually scold the child for stopping him from doing something bad for himself. Which father will scold his child STUPID, IGNORANT, CB, KNN..I really got nothing more to say and i also don't want to say anymore...It will never be my problem anymore...and I mean NEVER...cause i already said what i have got to say..to listen or not..it's up to you...One friend have asked me whether i love my family...I hope i do..but there is not this chance..I guess I will never understand the true meaning of love...

2008-07-17T17:22:00.003+08:00

A New Heaven or Hell

It's 17th July...Just 4 more days till the start of year 3...It seems so fast and next year we will be holding our very own graduation show...so excited...but right now..i need to focus and blast through this new year..with new lecturers...new classmates...new timetable...and new assignments...Most of my previous class went over to exhibition design..leaving only a few going to interior design..will really miss the fun and laughter with them...For this year..Monday and Tuesday will be my hell day..and if i am not wrong Thursday will be a non-school day for me..since i will be learning furniture instead of exhibition this year..Having history again gives me headache..I guess i won't be class rep for this year since most of the classmates i don't really know who they are..=D good thing for me..can focus and concentrate on my studies..it's still my priority for being in NAFA...This year i will be missing out on the AHM because i think the management is quite bad from last years experience..however..SCM is up for application soon...i will be signing up for another 42km challenge..anyone game to join me again?

2008-07-16T01:37:00.042+08:00

金曲"格"王 High 到 FUN!!

Well..this post was supposed to be out on Saturday but thanks to the Super slow upload speed of blogger, i finally can get this post out.

Saturday was gary 曹格's first ever "Welcome to my World" concert and i was anticipating it for quite long...He was just crowned male singer of the year when i was in krabi..Congrats to him and hope to hear more of his excellent vocals in future.

The concert was a blast..A definitely starry night for me as i was surrounded by celebrities..First it was Aska 杨宗纬..I was sitting in the front row..and then he walk past me..he sure looks like a fagot to me..sorry if i offended any of his fans.. Then, gary's mum was sitting behind me but i didn't realized at first because i never seen her before. However from how the security guide her and talk to her..i could sense that she must be some VIP..After that, Felicia chin came..OMG..she looks so much beautiful in person than on TV...

The whole concert was a Bang!! He sang almost all the songs in his albums..great stage performance..guest performance with 易杰齐 singing jackie's 好久不见 was cool..and the love song 梁山伯与朱丽叶 with genie was excellent...During the whole concert, he also cracked a lot of jokes..some colder than the others.. At the end of the day, he kept his promise and took of his shirt showing off his tattoo "GARY" at his back..An excellent and enjoyable concert indeed..Enough of typing, here are the photos.

his signature kneel when he sang 背叛 introducing "小黑"易杰齐 singing with garydancing to "Superman"the video and the dance moves are really funny
with Love and Peace a "bare"y cool finale felicia chin

2008-07-13T15:06:00.029+08:00

Sawadi-Krabi

Sawadikrap! Last whole week i was away for a relaxing trip to Krabi, Thailand right after my end of internship at TID. This trip is considered the best trip in terms of activities and relaxation..super shiok-krap!! I went to a lot of places, did alot of activities i have never done before, make a lot of great friends on the trip and took tonnes of beautiful and cool photos in just one week. Okie where should i start from..hmm let me talk about my last day of work 1st then..

On 4th July, Friday, it was my last day of work at TID. I really learn many things from the company. All the colleagues are really friendly and nice people. If there is another internship, i will definitely go back again. During lunch, Jaes and the other colleague treated us at a Japanese restaurant near our company. It was an enjoyable final day at TID. After that, i met up with eileen, lilin and kaili for our final workday celebration at ang mo kio. Eileen recommended the place because the food is nice..Indeed , the food are really delicious. Once i got back home, i packed my bag to get ready for the trip on the next day.

5th July, Saturday 2008

It's the day of flight to Kuala Lumpur for our 2 day stay before heading over to Krabi for the remaining 5 days. We decided to stop at KL first because we wanted to visit the Archidex 2008 exhibition. It must be our 职业病.. wanted to expose ourselves to more suppliers and other architects works..For the flight to Kuala Lumpur, we took tiger airway at the budget terminal. It's my 1st time taking flight at budget terminal to my 1st visit at KL, so i was actually quite excited. Lilin, eileen, derrick and i had our lunch at Hanis cause our flight is at 3pm+. I never knew Hans is called Hanis as well. Tiger airway is quite scary actually. When we board the plane and the plane started to move, the "tiger" growls and when it started to take off it growls again..We were praying that nothing will happened..haha. Even when we landed, the "tiger" also growls..She must be really energetic for the whole trip. Once we landed, Derrick helped to get a cab over to our hotel.

The driver drove us to central kuala lumpur and dropped us there. He was unsure of the exact location of Ancasa Hotel. At first, we thought we were lost somehow, but we never knew that the hotel was right in front of us. -_-". The hotel was not really great. We have hard time accessing the room for quite a few times. The toilet have cigarettes stain all over. After settling down, we went outside for our dinner at Chinatown. Chinatown in KL looks so much like clarke quay. After dinner, we walk around. There was nothing much actually, mostly parsar malam selling imitation. Later at night, we took a bus to Time Square hoping to sing K but in the end, we watch the movie "Wanted". I got to say... This movie is Superb. It's definitely a must watch movie for people who love action movie and for those who doesn't like, it's worth to give it a try. I actually watched this movie not knowing any story lines about it and it really intrigues me to watch. Oh one thing i got to say, the cinema looks really class but the tickets they gave were erm..hand-written and it's free seatings!! OMGosh! It's time for Malaysia to step up a notch to their service if not they will lose out.After the movie, we went for supper at a prata shop near our hotel. This is life man...to play and eat, eat and play. When i head back to the hotel, i was so awake that i watch hollow man 2 at star movie...haha..

6th July 2008, Sunday

The next day, we had early breakfast. The hotel staff were all really unfriendly. It's as if people owe them money. The French loaf i took was mouldy. I already ate 2 pieces until lilin told me that it taste funny..Oh great. Luckily, my body resistant is quite good. We took a bus to KLCC where the Archidex 2008 was held. KLCC looks so much like Suntec City. The exhibition started at 10am and they really start on time. In the exhibition, we found a supplier with a new edible paint. The paint uses organic ingredients and people an actually drink it. lol. I was thinking if people paint it on the wall and when u feel hungry, u can actually lick the wall...hahaha

After the exhibition, we head to somewhere near Time Square for lunch...on the way, i gian coffee so we settled at Starbucks for coffee break. I am a mocha lover and i saw this Dark Mocha and i decide to try it. It was quite disappointing because i thought it was a higher concentration of coffee..but i was just an addition of dark chocolate in the drink. After coffee, we continued our journey for lunch at a famous Roast Duck restaurant. Eileen made us laugh at this restaurant because of her God strength..she broke one of the chopstick. It's not a normal wooden chopstick, it's the harder plastic kind. She shocked the waitress when she requested for another chopstick...hahaha..You should see how the waitress gave a delirious look. damn funny.

After lunch, we decided to go K because there is nothing much to do at KL. We head over to RedBox for our singing session. The price was a bit cheaper than Singapore and at first we thought we were singing only from 2-6pm for what we paid. In the end, we sang until 8pm because nobody chased us out. The good thing about RedBox is that they provide 3 microphones and the sound system is much better. I think we would continue to sing after 8pm if we were not that tired and hungry. So after play..it's Dinner again.. We ate seafood at a restaurant and head back to the hotel to rest. We asked the hotel the time we need to leave for us to catch the flight at 1230pm.. and he told us to leave at 9am. As we scared that it will jam we decided to book the 9am cab from the hotel.

7th July 2008, Monday

We had our early breakfast. With the phobia of the mouldy French loaf, i ate congee today. We took the 9am cab and the cab driver told us the journey will only take 1 hour because he took another route. So in the end, we reached the airport at 10am sharp. We reached 2 1/2 hours early and have 1 1/2 hour to spare before checking in. We settled down at coffee bean and we were so bored until we played a board game we got from the exhibition. Eileen was Super Lucky. Every time she say a number, we will roll that number. At first we thought it was sheer luck but after a while it became really scary. We even joked that she should help us pick some numbers for 4D..haha..

message because it's nearer and the Resort. The cab they had was brand new Honda. Damn Cool. Our driver Mr Jack even played all the latest pop songs through the sound system. The cab is only around S$33k when we asked him. When we reached the resort, it was very quite and peaceful. It's low season now so we kind of expected that also. We checked into our room 222 and 223. When we went into the room..WOW..it's Damn Big for 2 person. There is a single and double bed, a day bed, a balcony and a clean toilet. It's like living in heaven and we knew the heaven will last for 5 days..=D Once we settled down, we went out for our lunch. Near our resort there is this Indian Thai restaurant which we will never forget how we were being cheated. As we were hungry, we just went into this restaurant. The food was We took Air Asia to Krabi. The whole journey took an hour. When we reached, we were shock that the airport at Krabi. It was comparable to Singapore without all the DFS shops, clean and well-designed. At the airport, we took a cab down to our resort, Best Western Ban Ao Nangokie but the price was a bit steep. We actually regret our decision in the end once we knew the lower prices of the rest of the restaurants serving the same food. After the lunch, we took the local bus to the Fossil Shell Beach-A shell graveyard at Ban LaemPho. The whole beach are slabs of fossil shells. Quite a nice view from there. Afte that we walk around and took some photos with domestic cows before heading back to our hotel. We went to the beach near our hotel to see the sunset. I always love the sea views in other countries. Much peaceful and beautiful with the mountains, rocks and vegetations. There are many tour agency at Aonang. We went into one to book the activities for the next day. In the end, we booked the Full Day Rafting Safari Package. It includes white water rafting for 5km, jungle walk and tropical waterfall, Elephant trekking, ATV adventure and elephant show. We were really excited when we booked it. All the activities i have never done before will commence the next day. After booking, we went for dinner at a Swiss Thai restaurant. We found out that most of the restaurants at Krabi are mixed restaurants. At night, we decided to try out the massage as we saw many massage parlour in Krabi. After consideration, we decided to go for our resort's ambiance is better. We all tried the thai massage. As it's our 1st time, we kept laughing when we heard cracking of bones when they twist and pull our body but after the massage it's damn Shiok. We even planned to do every night.

8th July 2008, Tuesday

We woke up feeling our body aching after yesterday's massage..haha..We had breakfast at the resort and we wait at the lobby for the mini bus to pick us up to the place for rafting. Our mini bus includes some Australians and Malaysians. We had a few conversation with the Australians on the bus trip and we click pretty well. The tour guide with us was quite friendly and funny. We started with the white water rafting. It was really fun and our trainers were very fun people also, especially the one sitting behind us. He kept telling us to forward, when he himself is rowing backward and splashing water on us. In the end the whole rafting became a water fight with the other rafters. One of the raft overturn in the end and we were laughing over it. After the rafting, we had our lunch at the starting point and after that, we head over to the waterfall. At first we were reluctant to go down to the waterfall because there was nothing special. Then the tour guide asked us whether we wanted to jump off the waterfall, I was pumping with adrenaline at that time. I've never jumped off any place before so i think it would be really fun. In the end, i took the Leap of Death with Derrick and Lilin. We were the only 3 who jumped into the waterfall form nearly 2-3 storeys high. It was pure exhilaration for me. After some photo shoots, we head back to the mini bus to go for the next activities, Elephant trekking. The journey to the next destination took 30-40mins. Even time for us to dry ourselves before the elephant ride. Once we reached, we went for the bullcart ride 1st before the elephant ride. I think the elephants at the place are very poor things. I saw most of the elephant being beat by the trainer and the elephants have tears in their eyes. After the ride, we went for the ATV race. It did not seems to be as exciting as i thought it would be. I would prefer go-kart instead of ATV. After 2 rounds, we went for the elephant shows. The elephant are very clever but still i think they are being treated cruelly by the trainers. I feel sad for them. The elephant show marks the end of the day and we head back for dinner, played mini golf with Master Eileen teaching us and at night another round of massage. This time, Foot massage. =D At the resort, we also booked our tour for the next day, Phi Phi Islands Full Day trip.

9th July 2008, Wednesday

Beach to pick up another group of people. It's there we met another group of friends. They are It's time for the islands trip. Krabi is well known for its beautiful islands and we will get to see it today. It was a short trip from our resort to the beach where we will be taking the speed boat to Phi Phi Islands. The boat journey was 1hour according to our guide, Daw but it feels like years when u are on the boat. Once we got on the boat, we rush to the front hoping to get a good view of the sea scenery, but when the boat started to moves..Tragic began..The speed boat was so bumpy on the waves that we were jumping up and down. The 1st 10 mins were fun but once it continues for the rest of the journey..it became a torture...The speed boat head over to Railay Beach to pick up another group of people. We met 4 Americans, a newly wed from Utah,Jonathan and Melissa on Honeymoon and a married couple from Tennessee used to be from Chicago. They are really friendly and funny. They also squeeze into the front thinking of better views. At first, they we not holding on to the grab bars and we were looking at them smiling and they even smiled back. Then when the boat started to move, we grabbed hold onto the bars and they were even taking out their camera's to take photos. Once the speed boat pick up speed, it was bumping up and down like a roller coaster ride and it's quite funny seeing them panicking for a while..haha..We went through the whole journey laughing when the speedboat suddenly bumps really hard on the sea. We were like flying up and down and when we take photos..it's really hilarious to see us focusing when you can never focus on such bumpiness...lol..We reached Monkey Bay for our first snorkeling..The water is very blue and you can actually see fishes swimming. Derrick, Lilin and me went into the water and Eileen, who is scared of water and fishes decided to stay on the boat. I had a hard time snorkeling at first because i was not used to breathing through my mouth. I gulped a few mouth of really salty sea water. I saw swarms of colourful fishes, really beautiful and big coral reefs and many sea urchins.

After 15-20mins, we went up the boat and head for the next destination,Maya bay. The island was beautiful like a paradise. However, there are too many people.We stayed for 30mins before heading over to see bird's nest cave and a lagoon with water transition from blue to green and back to blue. The scenery was awesome. Next, we head to Mo Koh Phi Phi Island for lunch. The beach there is more built up with more buildings and shops. We rest for an hour before heading to open water for our final snorkeling session. Open water is in the middle of the sea. The water is much clearer than the one at Monkey Bay. However, i saw the same fishes again except for a few bigger fishes deeper in the sea. There were suppose to be small sharks but we were not lucky enough to see it.

After snorkeling, we head over to our last destination, bamboo island. At first, i was unsure of why it was called bamboo island. Then eileen said that there are bamboos in the water along the bay. There are shell creatures clinging onto them like growing shell creatures. It's quite relaxing there because there is not as many people there. It's a great place to sit back and relax..It's an enjoyable day. On the way back, we took a group photos with the Americans and Eileen even said that the Jon looks like Winnie the Pooh..haha..At night, we booked Krabi Sea Cave kayaking trip and we went for another massage, Back and shoulder massage..At first i thought back and shoulder would not require to take off shorts. Then, the masseur told me to loosen my shorts..It was quite embarrassing...

10th July 2008, Thursday

I was aching all over today..the massage yesterday was the most powerful of the previous 2 days. The air-con in our room was dripping water so we told the receptionist to fix it when we were out.

Our guide for today, Chai. He is quite a nice guide who can speak some Chinese also. We took an hour to reach the place. Kayaking in the mangrove is very peaceful and fun especially when you are paddling yourself. We started off by paddling to "Tham Pee Hua Toh" which is a big airy cave. On the wall of this cave are many prehistoric painting and the layers of archeological shell formation. It was told that the Big-headed Ghost lives here. There is still painting of it right on the ceiling of the cave. In the cave, there is also stone formation of snake head and crocodile head.

It was pretty quite at 1st but a group of PRC came and disrupt the calmness in the came. After they left, the serenity of the cave came back. We left the caves after some photo taking. Then, we paddled our way to see " Tham Lod Tai" where there is a tunnel under the limestone mountain where many splendid stalactite had gathered at the entrance. When we turned back through the same cave, we are able to see a mermaid sitting near the entrance. It was really a magnificent site. Some of us paddled back to the village for lunch while the rest who booked for half day trip stayed a bit longer. After lunch, we paddled the other way to " Tham Lod Nua" where there are splendid stalactite and stalagmite tunnels. The cave is so much darker. At the other side of the tunnel are conserved mangroves. It was like another world of nature on the other side.I loved the serenity and smell of nature.

After that, we left the mangroves through the tunnel and paddled to "Tham Khao Wong" the gorgeous inner lagoon through another tunnel. Inside was like a paradise, tall cliffs surrounding the lagoon makes u felt like you are so tiny. Too bad the water is not clear if not it will be wonderful. It's quite sad to see how human had destroyed all the paradise. However, the reflection of the water still reflects onto the rocks, making it a beautiful sight. After relaxing inside the lagoon for 30 minutes, we paddled back to the village. I was totally burnt under the hot sun, but i am glad that it did not rain. If not we will miss all this great sights. When we reached the village, we rest for a while, had some tea break before we took the minibus to the "Phu Tara" where we can swim in the crystal clear pool. When we reached the pool, it was nothing much. The pool was not as crystal clear as it described. Maybe, it was because many people had swum inside the pool that makes it unclear. The pool is quite dangerous actually, because the rocks underneath is uneven. If not careful, you might cut yourself. I was one of the victims..=P It was our last day in krabi before leaving tomorrow, Chai bought the local rambutans for us to consume on the way back to the resort. It's nice to have a friendly and caring tour guide. We were very lucky to have 3 good guides for the 3 days. Eileen and Lilin were so gian with the massage while derrick and I already cannot take another cracking anymore. So while they are having massage, we went to walk around and do some last minute shopping. After they finished the massage, we went BK for supper. There was this guy trainee at BK who was really emo. He was of a highly league than wenhao. He will walk around like a zombie with the same facial expression. Lilin saw him at outside the toilet looking at the handphone and crying and the next moment he was back to the same expression. When he is at the counter, he will squat down and look at his handphone again. I think he must be dumped by another girl. The worst part is when he was in the kitchen waiting for the burger, he will dropped the burger down the slide and walk to the end of the slide to get it and put in the tray. Why can't he do the faster way and just take the burger, walk to the front and put it in the tray. He was so funny until we kept talking about him. When we got back to the resort, our air-con was totally down. The reception was quite nice to give us another room 225 for our last night stay. Kopkun-krup.

During the whole trip, papaya never fails to came into our conversation. She has become like part of our entertainment. However, i am glad that we won't be together next semester. Well the timetable is out. I am still in 3A but a lot of classmates and lecturers have changed. I hope i can adapt into this new class, new lecturers.. After this trip, i feel more energized now to battle in year 3. Looking forward for the next trip with my friends =D

I think this post is a bit too long after i add all the photos..so i will put my Gary's Welcome to my World concert i attended yesterday to another post. And now for the photos...

our trainer looks like 谢廷锋 hor..come to think of itthe tour guide trying to be funny with his thumb you don't jump, i jump dun piss off this cow..on the bullcarton the elephantelephant trekkingpoor thing..cryingATV racingharmonica symphony break dancingnice sitting postureAuthentic Thai massagehe was harrassed..lolelephant kissing manMy 1st swing

More photos coming.. For Krabi day 3,4 and 5
Here it goes..
looks like heart island..=P the famous chicken islandstarting to get sea sick..haha it's snorkel time transition water bird's nest cave our lunching area at the open waterand the flip fun beginsat bamboo island can u see a whale? mystery footprints..count the number of toes spot the octopus..to them..it's quite a small animalthe legendary big-headed ghost..cobrasee u later aligatorfish paintinghuman paintingseems like they knew the human proportion quite well spot the mermaid..there it is..kind of eerietonnes of Oys+er..=Pthey rear puffer fish as pet!! lolall brunt upswallows' cavelooks pretty low to paddle indark tunnel to mangroves inside the mangrovesbreathing rootsprotected mangroves the tunnel to lagooninto the lagoon the lagoon it's beautiful when u see the movements on the rockslove the water reflectionsnot so crystal pool sad to go back hell again..

2008-06-28T13:26:00.002+08:00

ICT2-In Camp Treats

Yesterday marks end of the 2nd ICT. How i wish i could stay longer..minus aways the stores, logistics, MDC...it's actually a pretty fun resort stay. It's my my 3rd home after all..not sure whether it will be upgraded to 2nd in future with NAFA as my 1st.. looking at the situation...there's quite a high chance...

Reality check..and after the 2 weeks of resort stay it's back to my own world again..no more fathole, no more bb or soccer, no more breakfast at 530am, no more late night chats..Time to bombard myself with works and activities to get away from the problems for now..another week before i go for another week of resort stay at kl and krabi...I got a feeling that i will have a hard time leaving that place and come back...

2008-06-26T14:53:00.004+08:00

家..散了

我真的是那么幸福吗? 一个开朗的人也会有崩溃的时候...我们真的有一起快乐过吗?没有拥有过能算失去吗?

I really hope to do something together as one..even the slightest action could mean a lot...why are we all individualist? Why can't a Sunday be a " sunny" day for me? Why must i be force to stay outside? Shouldn't the 4 chambers of heart work together to keep it going and alive?

家..散了...消失了...
心..碎了...死了...

圆无曲

他说他需要一种恍然大悟的惊喜,
一释放了四个人自由的呼吸
慢慢过滤当做心上～的微力.
挑战在夜里把自己看清.

他感谢深处一片灯红酒影
影子在更想珍惜月的照映
那潮汐那生命那可贵～的亲情
惊喜发生在诚实面对了自己

他不想忘记了这份亲情～
他不想胆怯了失去爱的勇气
他吟唱着真心的字句失去自己.
面对世界他们跳着圆无曲.

他不想忘记了这份亲情
他不想胆怯了失去爱的勇气
他吟唱着真心的字句失去自己.
面对世界他们跳着圆无曲.

2008-06-15T21:27:00.002+08:00

What's Happening?

Once work becomes a routine..it's just plain tiredness..

9^th June 2008 / Monday

I had my third meeting. The company will be having 5 more projects if the agreement is set. After the meeting, we spent the whole day working on the concept and perspective drawings. I went through the library in the company to get inspiration and concept images for the NUSS guild house phase two project.

10^th June 2008 / Tuesday

I spent the morning working on the NUSS perspective. In the afternoon, I went to the NUSS site again with Marcus and Leong. Leong is the QS of TID. I got to learn something on how the QS work.

11^th June 2008 / Wednesday

Nothing much happened today. I read more books and magazine to get more inspiration for my design for NUSS project.

After work, i met up with lilin and eileen for dinner with cecelia and evi at Bugis. Long time nv see cecil and evi already, so it's a good time to get together for a meal.

12^th June 2008 / Thursday

Today, I almost got the concept out with all the perspectives. I went to discuss with Marcus and made some amendment according to his suggestions and search for lightings which are suitable for the design.

13^th June 2008 / Friday

Marcus went for re-service for 2 weeks. I helped out Pik with his project on a DFS in VietnamIndia. I cannot really help due to my re-service next week onwards. I will be coming back on 30^th June. called Sasco. I helped him with his furniture presentation according to the floor plan. Today it is Gilbert’s birthday; The company treated us with food for tea break. TID is really a united family because you can feel that there is hardly any politics or unfriendly people and they helped each other with the projects. Chiew hua is helping Mun with a Park inn hotel project in

After work, i met miz at PS to watch The Happening..my first movie after a month.. The show is really "Happening"..too happening to understand what they are trying to convey. How can wind travel slower than human beings? How can you block air completely when it's all around us? Well i guess some things are best left unexplainable.

Next week, i will be away from reality and "u know who" for 2 weeks from 16th-27th June. A good time to catch some "greeneries". So till that day..bye for now..So till that day ..bye for now..So till that day..bye for now..

2008-06-12T20:27:00.004+08:00

333 ( Official )

Last semester..remember i got 3.3 for consecutive 3 terms and i said i will try to improve this term...true enough this time it's official.. i got 3.33 with an improvement of another 0.03..lol.. Quite expecting this result or even lower..cause i didn't do quite well for ID this term..and bad enough..i my exhibition is actually better than my ID...i should go exhibition..hahaha..No lah..i still like ID more than ED...It's also what i always wanted too...Going re-service soon next monday.. half happy..half sad..but overall it should be happy..haha...

2008-06-09T00:20:00.046+08:00

Congrats Yan Yan & Jeffery...Blessed Wedding

On 8th June, it's my cousin(yan yan) & her husband Jeffery's wedding dinner. Congratulation to them on their wedding. It's a star studded night with special guests but they are still the limelight of the day..It's quite interesting as it nearly turns out to be a photo shoot session..haha.. Well i shall let the photos speak for themselves.
( p.s pardon for my poor photography skills.. i will try to improve)

the reception( observe the group of people on the left)the star of the night..so beautiful the brotherhood and the bride

the stagemy brother and my future 大嫂 =PEmcee of the night 黄炯耀here comes the bride and groom cake cutting ceremony
so caring...champagne pouring ceremony
交杯jiu
Yuuummmm....Seng!!games time egg in the pants...my mum started the ball rolling with chris and fann..1
3..10...13...the 4 beauties 超龄粉丝 i am finally inside the photo
my family

2008-06-07T22:51:00.014+08:00

Worker's Party

you work & party

2^nd June 2008 / Monday

It’s the start of second week. I feel more anticipating towards each day of work now because I am doing something new from the NUSS project which I think is very interesting and challenging. At 9am the weekly meeting starts, the first time I reported the progress of the project in hand. The 2^nd draft of layout plan was out and the children centre has to re-adjust the space planning so that I can send the AutoCAD files to Daphne of Play point Pte Ltd to plan the playground and soft play area. After the meeting, we discuss our design for each space with Greg, the manager director to come out with improvement for the layout and design.

Greg gave us quite a few pointers and other requirements to follow as the project was under budget. Some of our design have to change and kept simple due to low budget. I’ve learnt that graphic walls are cheaper than wallpaper. Even though there are budget constrain, there are other areas to play around with like lightings, flooring and colour scheme. We got a lot of feedbacks and comments on the 2^nd draft and after the discussion we proceed to make changes to the layout and design. After making the final changes, I sent the AutoCAD files to Daphne and I continue to find furniture, flooring and furnishes that are suitable for the sports bar and games room. Now, my design concept is much clearer and better compared to the initial one.

Tomorrow will continue to find more material options concept images for the three areas and helped Ek to do some elevation cadding for his project. That is all for today.

3^rd June 2008 / Tuesday

In the morning, Ek gave us some elevation drawings to draw on AutoCAD. For me, he gave me the elevations for the powder room of his project (an expanded residential building at cable road) the building was expanded from a conservation building and the whole building was to be redesigned and yet remain the existing structure of the building.

The whole day was spent on the computer with cad drawings. Tomorrow will be going with Jaes to PCC (Parkway cancer centre) for meeting and site visit.

4^th June 2008 / Wednesday

At 830am, Jaes drove me from the office to the PCC site. On the car, she gave me a brief introduction on the meeting and the project. The meeting was for the PCC 2 which was the 1^st to be constructed. PCC 1 and PCC 3 are still in the initial design stage.

As we reached early, we went over to the site first to take a look at the progress of construction. There was some problem with the lightings position and Jaes have to decide on the spot the nest best position to put the lightings. I think sometimes designers have to make quick and decisive decision.

After that, we went over to the office for the meeting. The meeting was much of a smaller scale compared to the NUSS meeting I went last week. Nevertheless, the content and layout of the meeting was almost the same. Through the meeting I learnt that sometimes designers have to deal with political problems from different projects. Interior designers have to deal with relationship of different people like project manager, client, contractor and even the workers. It’s always good to keep a good relationship with them because they are the one who will help the project to run smoothly and meet the EOT.

After the meeting, we continue with the site visit and test the furniture, check on power points for AV. In the afternoon, I continued to help Ek to do the elevations. Tomorrow, Chiew Hua will be having dental appointment so I will alone in the office. I should be helping Ek with more elevation drawings of other areas of the building.

After work, i head over to NAFA for the fashion grad show 2008. Jerry managed to secure tickets for us. I met up with eileen, lilin and kaili. The fashion show was very grand so much grander than the 3D grad show.

5^th June 2008 / Thursday ( BEST DAY!!)

Today is my first time working alone. I felt more relaxing. I went to ask Ek whether he needs help in the elevation again and he told me to edit the elevation for the master bathroom. For the whole day, I was helping Ek with his project on the Cable Road residential building. It’s much peaceful working alone and the designers in the office are actually all very approachable and friendly. I am able to consult them whenever I got problems with my project in hand. The material libraries they have are very useful. I got to learn a lot on details and specification of different materials.

After work, i went to meet the signals gang at The Central for dinner as weifeng and wenhao is back respectively from their "missionaries"..Seems like I went The Central for many times already. This time we went to the Riverside Indonesian Restaurant. The food was quite cheap and nice with free flow of RICE..lol but the waiting time was a bit long..After that, we meet chunhoo at Starbucks for coffee before heading home.

6^th June 2008 / Friday

It comes to the end of the second week of internship and I have learned a lot through site visits and through the different helpful designers and colleagues. Each has their own interesting experiences to tell.

We continued to work on the NUSS project today. I searched for more concept images and graphics for my sports bar, reading room and children center. I also searched for more alternatives furniture and materials for the different areas. I made some amendments for my design also after discussing with Marcus on the concept and layout. He told me to make the bar more lie a bar than a restaurant . He also recommended some suppliers of outdoor fabrics for my furniture.

Next week, we will be having our third meeting and should be continuing to improve on the NUSS project. I need to contact Daphne for the proposal of the children center also.

After work, i met up with Lilin and Eileen for dinner. It's Friday and we should have entertainment on Friday!! Lilin and me went over to Eileen's workplace at Little India for dinner. After that we went for window shopping at Bugis before ending with dessert at Vernezia Ice-cream..=) Satisfied. Eileen have booked tickets for our one week Double K trip ( KL and Krabi). So looking forward to 5th July already..=D After that on 12th i will also be GET HIGH at Gary's Welcome to My World Concert!! Wooo!!..

2008-06-01T23:44:00.002+08:00

T.he I.nternal D.etails

26^th May 2008 / Monday

Today, it’s the first day of IPT. The company I am attached to is TID associates Pte Ltd. From the website, the company has quite a few branches in asia doing mostly commercial design. The company is situated at 22B Mosque Road at Chinatown. It was raining on the first day but luckily it’s very near Chinatown MRT station.

I met chiew hua standing outside the office and I thought she was waiting for someone. Then I realized we actually reached quite early around 7am+ and to enter the office we actually need a card to tap in. So, we phone through the office for the receptionist to let us enter the office.After a few minutes, Jaes came and she introduced the company, TID to us. She showed us some of the projects they have done over the years and the huge collection of materials from different suppliers they contacted and the library of design books and magazines. Their collections are 10x that of NAFA materials library. After the brief introduction, she told us to attend their weekly meeting at 930am. During the meeting, the discussion was about the upcoming projects and the individual members will brief through the progress of the project they have in hand and raise problems and solutions to the different projects.

After the meeting, we were given an orientation to the office and introduced us to all the members in the office and lastly shown to our respective workspace. After that, I was told to help out one of the designer, Jent to do a material board for Bukit Café & 19^th Bar. The way they present the material board is very professional and organized. For furnishes, they actually sewed them into small pillows which gives a 3-D effect. It was pretty interesting. Lunch was at 1pm sharp and they have a culture of sleeping and stop all work during lunch break which I think is pretty cool. After 2pm sharp, the designers will resumed their work. Their office culture is really professional whereby work is work and play is play. After lunch, Jaes showed us her projects on 3 cancer centres ( PCC). She also explained to us the process of interior design projects from meeting the client, understanding the client, to design phase, presentation, tendering phase and construction phase. During the whole project, they have to attend to the clients and watch over the whole project till they hand over the place to the client. After that, she introduced us to another designer, Macus to assist him in his project which is NUSS at NUS for the alumni. He told us the project has been ongoing for 2 years already and there is still another year before completion. He gave us a few places in the NUSS to design the layout plan. I was assigned to a children centre, a sports bar and a games room. In the evening, we show him the initial layout plans and he gave us comments on the plans before we end the day. The next day I will be following him to the NUSS site at NUS for a meeting which he claims to be very dry and boring but I think I can learn more on how designers work in real life.

27^th May 2008 / Tuesday

It’s the second day, we were given access cards to enter the previous day and it makes life easier for them and us. We always seem to come in quite early and the cleaner auntie always asked us to help ourselves to the drinks and snack. When you came to the office, you feel more like home which I think is very good for designers to work and be creative.

We continued with our development of the layout plans and Jaes told us that on Wednesday she will bring Chiew hua first to the project meeting and site visit to Parkway cancer centre before bringing me on the following week.

In the afternoon, I went with Macus and his colleague, Tuan Kai who assisting him with the project to the site. During the journey, I got to understand more on TID and how they work. When we reached, Macus and I went to the site to attend the meeting while Tuan Kai went to look at the progress of the project. The minute was about the progress of the whole project with all the architect, contractors, client and of course interior designers. I got to know that the project have not met most of the deadline given for the different stage of construction and this is why the project has been delayed until 2 years. They went according to the minute and raised problems on the construction. There was not much about interior design mostly architecture and Macus told me interior design is always the last before completion. Therefore if the construction part is delayed, the interior design part will have a shorter period of time to complete and meet the deadline.

After the meeting, we went to look at the site. Macus met up with a sign designer to discuss on the position of the different signs that we see in a building. In the first place I thought sign is done by interior designers but for larger scale projects they actually hire a specialist in sign design. The whole site visit was pretty fun. I got to know that, interior designers have to coordinate very well with different specialists and contractors in order the keep the whole construction running smoothly. It’s all about team work. By the time we finished walking through, it was 7pm+ and Macus told me to cab home and claim from office the next day.

28^th May 2008 / Wednesday

We continue to work on the development of the floor plans and before lunch we discuss with Macus. He gave me some visual references on bars and restaurants because it’s my first time doing a bar design. Actually, it’s my first time on children centers and games room as well. It’s a good learning experience for me. After lunch, he told us to start cadding out the layout plans on computers and we basically spend the whole day doing autocad. From what I observed, our autocad skill is very bad because when they use computers, their fingers are like playing on piano, very swift. I also realized that the designers hardly do any autocad except for the design part as most will be done by draftsmen on the 3^rd floor. As for rendering, they hired freelance to help them. The company actually doesn’t do rendering. They focus more on design consulting unlike the keyturn companies. They earn money based on design consultancy which I think is better in a way because you can concentrate on designing your concept. After finishing our cadding, we discuss with Macus again for further feedbacks and comments. After that, he told us to work on concept, materials and furnishes the next day. He told us to look for Ika who is experience in FFE. The day ended quite fast in the office actually but it’s really tiring.

29^th May 2008 / Thursday

Macus was on off today. In the morning, we further edited our floor plan from yesterday’s discussion. After lunch break, we went to look for Ika who showed us some catalogues on furniture which is suitable for the budget of the project and discuss with us on the different finishes for the flooring and walls. For the whole afternoon, we were searching for materials suitable for our concept and design. For me, I was designing a children centre which I had little knowledge on what kind of furniture and furnishing are suitable. She said she will be meeting a supplier on children’s playground and she will pass me a few catalogues to help with my design. We were quite lost because there are so many different materials to select from and our concept was not that strong at the moment. So we were like searching all over the place and the rest were busy with their work so we don’t really want to bother them too much. We still managed to find some materials that we wanted in the end.

30^th May 2008 / Friday

It’s the last day of the week. The week really flew by and in just one week we actually have done most of the designing stage of work for a few areas unlike in school we took 6 weeks to complete just one project. So, I wonder how we managed to did it. However, there is still a lot of improvements to make. We continued with the material selection and colour scheme today. As Macus was not in office in the morning, we help Cecia another designer with her project. Chiew hua help her with furniture detail drawings while I help her to photoshop in the materials for her elevation. They actually don’t render the elevation using 3D max. They only rendered perspective and for the elevation and details they used photoshop to edit. My photoshop skill is quite limited and some shortcut I also not sure. In the end, I spent almost the whole afternoon rendering the elevation using photoshop for her. I feel so sorry for taking so much time to complete it. I guess I really need to brush up my Photoshop skills to work faster. I still have so much to learn. I also got to experience meeting of suppliers because the children centre requires expert with the safety measures of different equipments, tables and chairs. Usually, when they required new materials or specific materials, they will call up different suppliers and ask for their expertise and see which is more suitable for the project. In the end, part of the children centre we leave it for the specialist to plan out for us. That’s the end of this week. Hope to learn more new things next week.

2008-05-25T20:52:00.009+08:00

Welcome To My World!Woo..

Last week was pretty busy..different activities going on..

180508 Sunday

It was pretty bad day..work up late due to working overtime on Saturday...i missed the lunch gathering at 1230..but managed to catch up for the fish spa at 仟湖鱼场..we basically attracted all the fish to our side..having all the fish biting you is like massaging but when too many biting at the same time is considerably painful..At night, we head over to marina's 爱情海民歌餐厅 to chill..managed to witness another couple's proposal..which i think the guy was under dressed for the day..it's a pretty good place to chill and listen to songs (mainly Chinese songs).

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It was Hongjoo's birthday. He has been holding gatherings and birthday for us for quite sometimes so weibin and I decided to held one birthday gathering for him at The Manhattan@The Central. Quite a few people attended and it's pretty nice to meet up again though we will be seeing each other soon at ICT in Mid June..haha For Hongjoo's birthday, i ordered an ice-cream cake from Icekimo because the ice-cream is on par with ben and jerry's ice-cream..and partly my bro's girlfriend is working there and will have discount..=P

Opps 21 years old..plus the 2 strawberries 23..hahathe signals gang

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i volunteered to help out in the APSDA congress..it seems to be a big and grand event but it was pretty deceiving. I was asked to meet up early in the morning at 730am..we were thinking the office must be pretty big but when i went up it was just a small office with the size smaller than that of a classroom. There was only 2 people in the IDCS office..damn pathetic..then we are asked to do some saikang..It was just preparation for the day so basically we were just helping out to set up booths for the nest day. At night, we head over to NAFA to look at the Grad show for 3D department..The standard was pretty good but i was not really blown away by the show cause the layout was pretty rigid..partly i think it was due to the space constraint..Only saw a few really great one with interesting concept..Last year the standard was lower abit but the layout was much better and interesting...

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On this two days, our job scope was basically to help out in registering and ushering. On the first day of event in the morning, there was almost full attendance..when it reached afternoon, people started to scattered around and not coming back like a herd of sheep losing their way..

On day two, it was even worse. The attendance dropped to almost half in the morning and another half in the afternoon. I don't understand why they paid almost $600 bucks to this event and not attending it. However, the theme of the event was not very strong also, " Bridging the Gaps". Representatives from Japan actually interpreted it as Bridge. China was quite good in interpreting as East meets West and People's emotion with the Environment. Some presentation was interesting while others were a total boredom. I think the whole event looks successful but it actually fails to educate much to people attending it.

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I went over to lilin's house for steamboat with derrick, eileen, samuel and daphne. Lilin never fails to over prepare for events like this..It was a very sumptuous dinner with lot's of different BALLS. Stomach nearly burst with all the balls inside. After the dinner, played some board games before we left. Looking forward for the cruise and Redang Trip in July after our internship ends. Samuel book h..=P

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It's the last Sunday of the month again..and what day is it?..Settler's Day!! I head over to settlers at Clark quay in the afternoon. Played 2 new games with similar concept compare to the games we played before. After that, i left around 5+ to attend Gary's Chow concert "Welcome to My World" autograph session and then dinner with family at IMM. Yes.. I've managed to get the best viewing seat for his concert A14R01S09..Hope that it will be high and fun on 12th July!! =) This will be my third concert i attended. I don't anyhow attend concert one hor..there will only be 3 singer's concert i will attend..1st-Robbie Williams 2nd-Jay Chou 3rd-Gary Chow. I've yet to attend robbie williams's concert because he cancelled his concert last year. If not i think his concert should be damn high and interesting one.Tomorrow is the start of internship lor...time to get some onsite experience and earn some money for 3rd year and the trip. Oh saw this news today on 晚报..One of my campmate 黄靖伦, aka "Spider" from S2 branch have some problem with the upcoming ICT clashing with his singing competition 超级星光大道3 in taiwan. Hope he resolve this problems and is able to stay in the competition. It would be a waste to dropped out when you are already fight all the way to the top 10. Gambateh!!

PS: Sorry for the pixelated photos..never brought my "buddy" with me.

my "certified" tickets by gary..haha

2008-05-15T23:14:00.004+08:00

见鬼4之鬼计划

I've never been so SWAY or "LUCKY" before...Must go temple pray liao.. It's like A series of unfortunate events part 3!!Today i machiam like kua tio gui(见鬼了).. Yesterday, i dream about ghost and monsters trying to kill me..which makes me woke up late today...That must be the prelude of 见鬼4.. I quickly washed up, got changed..It was pretty late already so i pick up my pace..Then guess what..i saw samuel & daphne's arch enemy.."you know who"...i hardly same timing one..especially at such late timing..When i reach bugis, things cannot get any luckier..i met derrick..he was just in front of me..we were all actually on the same train all the while..!!!-_-"

After the talk, samuel and daphne doesn't seems to want to go kaili's father place to eat...so lilin and eileen also decided not to go..we then head over to the cathay to watch "Chocolate"..Before that, we went to eat..The atmosphere was filled with 阴气 at that time...it was very unlike normal days...as samuel was looking very sian..so we told him to go back rest...the holiday is still long..lots of time to meet up..After the lunch, i was craving for ben and jerry's ice-cream..never would i know that things are going even worst...my stomach was aching so i head over to toilet..when i was about to came out..eileen jitao call me from outside...i was feeling weird cause it's still quite early and it's unlike eileen to rush for time..Then i saw another samuel..the chill went up my spine at that moment..got so coincident anot...Okie never mind..we quickly went up to the cinema to purchase the tickets for "Chocolate"..It's like purchasing the tickets to "HELL"...During the movie, it was pretty fine until i started to feel uneasy at my seat and then the screen went half black...only a portion could be seen...OVER MY YEARS OF MOVIES IN SINGAPORE..my 1st time experiencing bad screening...and it has to be TODAY!!! After the movie, i realized that samuel was actually in the cinema also...JITAO STALKING LOR...then i feel like going to toilet..we purposely went to the 1st storey toilet...GUESS WHAT!! as i walk out HE CAME IN!!! ARGHHHH!!!...不舒服!!!

I was pretty stunned at that time...when i walk out nobody was outside...so i called eileen.. i actually had a hard time finding them...Then, i saw Kaili!!! Totally JITAO...can drama be sooo real...Kaili said she was there to buy tickets for tml's ironman...I really cannot stand it so i went out...Then eileen said she saw derrick in front...HUH? Derrick at that time..that place!!!有没有那么巧!!! he was with his friends and going to find his internship location... After that, i was so paranoid...until i reach home...Things began to settle down...BUT it's Indeed MY SCARIEST DAY ever..求神拜佛都没有那么灵咯!!

爱!唉!

爱!是折磨的东西
让你欢笑让你哭
爱!是无聊的东西
日见夜见难相思
唉!
爱到这又何苦呢?

2008-05-15T21:30:00.002+08:00

Hear the Iron, See the Dead, Touch the Humour

On Monday, i went over to jurong west stadium for badminton session. It's been a term since i last work my body. The game was pretty good except for this crazy auntie mumbling and clapping to herself..damn spooky..After the exercise head over to samuel's home to have our 2nd BBQ session. It's our 2nd BBQ because the 1st one ended with shattering glass..haha...That night was quite fun though..Thanks to samuel for organizing that BBQ twice..=)

On Tuesday, it was practically marathon for me..Early in the morning, head over to cineleisure to watch Ironman with wenhao and chitchin for the 2nd time..i agree to watch it again partly is to meet up with wenhao and chitchin after a long semester...Thanks leh chitchin for watching just because of the 抢摊 stall..So disappointed..After the movie and lunch, i head over to the cathay to meet kaili, eileen, lilin they all for the 2nd movie " Over her dead body" The movie was okie for me..another typical love story..watch until 4+..then pamela suggested watching Harold and Kumar2... since i've watched 2 already..a third movie won't kill..=P Think kaili and sara regretted watching the movie...think they cannot stand the "lame"nest and the "porn"nest of the movie..After the movie, was supposed to have dinner with eileen and lilin, then kaili last minute says she don't want to eat...aiyo..give urself more confidence girl..u can do it one..

On wednesday, it is 迷你摆家乐 time for my room..just clearing up my trash hole.. and re-orientating the room..this sem bad feng-shui man...Now my room is much better..but not sure how long it will last..haha.. Internship starting on 26th May..Hope that i can learn alot from there and apply to my studies..

2008-05-12T01:25:00.002+08:00

Rep-ped Up

As year 2 of NAFA comes to an end...There are lots of ups and downs that happened over the 2 years. Made great friends like evi, eileen and alvin since year one till now...and thanks to evi..I've turned to become the class rep for 1 1/2 years. I guess it's my personality that is always giving me problem..the ability of not rejecting people and bearing responsibility all by myself. But it's also through this 1 1/2 years of duty that allow me to handle multiple tasks and solve problems right before me. I am enjoying what i have done and i am really happy for who i am and the accomplishments i have made.I guess that's the most important thing in life. I do hope i have done a good job and please bear with all my nagging and curiosity. I just wish everyone will graduate from NAFA and get the job that they desire next year...WORK HARD towards graduation, PLAY HARD after graduation guys..

Finance is getting low..Job at weekend is just not enough..Internship coming up followed by ICT..Cruise and concert..so many activities which requires money...Haiz..i should train my stamina now to get my $400 for IPPT..like my bro said...不拿白不拿...but it's gonna be tough..

No one is PERFECT
Diminish the Bad
Magnify the Good
Life will then be Happier

2008-05-08T12:38:00.010+08:00

Pandarize!!

It's seems that I've greatly reduce my time on blogging and lost touch with my surroundings..really can't help it because designers life is just full of pain and agony and it's only until the results that you get the satisfaction of it all..This term is really stressful with many deadlines to meet, working on weekends, accepted a mini office project and helping out in 迷你百家乐..but I turning more into a panda more than ever..except not having a bamboo in my hands..level of fitness drop tremendously also..time to catch back this sem break.. Ending my 2nd year in NAFA, experienced both happy and sad...friends comes and go..it's just so unpredictable..all i can say is no one is perfect..but all we can do is not to take things to heart..we'll be majoring in the field we chosen next year..but wherever we are, the bond and times we shared will never be forgotten...Let's fight towards our goals together..

Right now, my room is in total destruction..can't believe i can sleep in there..though not many hours were spent on the bed..It's time for me to clear my room again...This break will be very meaningful i think with many events coming up..from APSDA congress to IPT to ICT..probably a cruise...looking forward to learning more things and most important enjoy to the fullest..There is so many things that i wanted to do..from K to movies to vacation...let the FUN begins...=) Ok..shall start by clearing up my shit hole..and here are some of the work i been working on over the whole 2nd year..

Exhibition-Fashion Stage Design

Exhibition-Sign Design

Exhibition-Exhibition Stand

Interior Design-OfficeInterior Design-Container Retail

2008-04-14T16:15:00.021+08:00

V.I.P

好友满天下,四方结兄弟

Yesterday was an eventful day where we established our KTV V.I.P..Actually, we went to help lilin with the mediacorp junior home decor survivor 迷你摆家乐.The whole process was pretty interesting and fun..except for the constant "disturbance" by u know who..the family we helped is very nice and talented..The father and son won countless of trophies..The family can sing, good in sports, good at crafts and cooks excellent..The father was super handsome..like hong kong artist. They even have their own Kbox at home..Damn cool la..How i hope my family could be like that..the family even invite us to come again for K session next time..this is our 2nd VIP since our 抢摊Food Corner's V.I.P..Food an leisure 包 ga liao..=D

The theme for the last episode is jungle. We transformed a very small room into a animal planet..We are really happy with the results..Remember to catch the last episode of 迷你摆家乐 to find out the results..=P Good job to everyone..really like jing quan's animal paintings..Through the filming, i got to know that filming is actually damn wayang and fake..and their "leisure" is actually gambling..lol..Shan't say anymore..Got projects to rush for assessment.Here are the photos..

Designer LLL

Creator of the board-Eileen

The brothers- Elton and Eldric

Family photo

Welcome to the zoo..zoo.zooThe merchandise

My favourite- The cheetah

啄鸟?犀鸟?

Parrot

Toucan,Playing monkey and hornbill

Spider web

Tree vines blinds

close encounter with cheetah

And now for the Hall Of Fame
Lilin with her tiger

Shirlee Chan with her tree

Me with my monkeys,vines and coconut trees

Eileen Koh with her Beware signboard

Lastly the family on the junior home decor survivor T-shirt

The main artist jing quan left to rush his reports-credits to his animals creation
and pei yi for the sky

2008-03-15T22:20:00.002+08:00

Mighty Rangers Turf

I really feel like "laughing" when i take the train everyday..The different type of people never fails to "brighten" up my day. Even though the number of train arrival increases, the number of people also increases. I got no idea where these extra people pop out from. From the start of entering the MRT station..a group Super "Heroes" arise.

The "Tap-and-Stay"- These people just don't know how to AUTO move away from the entrance..when they obviously knew something is wrong with their card..they keep tapping and tapping as if more money will cash into their card.

Then when u enter the station and wanted to walk up escalator, knowing the train is coming in few secs..another group arise..

The " Stay on the right"- These people like never go through proper education. Normally, people will know that those not in a hurry are suppose to stand on the left side so that the right lane will be free for people to walk up.Then, when u tell them to move, they like statue of liberty, act blur and continue to block the way causing people to miss the train.

Once you are on the platform, more interesting people came,

The "The Hollow men"- Everytime you heard the MRT playing the Please stand behind the yellow line. Then, there will be these idiots that Bwa Long Long..stand right in the middle of the exit. I was like:" Don't you know people are coming out 1st?" They think they are invisible meh..can walk right through them..

Then " The WWE Ah Ma Ah Pek" will take charge..Don't under estimate them..Just when people are trying there best to squeeze themselve out from the invisible wall..The WWE Ah Ma Ah Pek will pull and push there way using their God strength through whatever opening there are..The most surprising thing is that after they went into the train..Instantly, they will transform back to the feeble, weak, pitiful Ah Ma waiting for kind souls to give up their seats to them.

Inside the train, everyone seems to be a super hero of their own..

The " Sleepers"- They are further categorized into

Nod-ders and Shakers- Just like those toys you see in Action City..With plenty of solar energy, their heads will sway and move. It's always bothering for the people next to them, cause you will not know when they head will just roll and knock onto your shoulders.

Gaspers and Droolers- These group of people needs plenty of air and bibs. When they sleep, their mouths open like a venus fly trap. It's pretty disturbing when you are actually standing infront of them when their mouth are opened..You will know what i mean especially for guys..

Swayers and Dippers- I am really amazed by these people..They can actually stand and sleep at the same time..It's pretty scary at the same time cause when they are sleeping..they sway front and back , left and right. People around him will be sibei gia.especially those seating..you will worried that they might just Pia onto you anytime. Sometimes, they don't sway, they joint of their leg will give way and Doop! you will see them became a dwarf for a moment.

There are also sibei inconsiderate people in the MRT

The Choppers- Normally happens to aunties..they bring their hawker center culture of chopping seats to the MRT. They will put plastic bags, tissue paper etc. to mark their territories..I thought only dogs do that..Now, i guess not.

The "Dua Lan Pa" - These people spread their legs over 2 seats. Even when there is a seat in between u will not notice. Their balls are simply too big to handle. If you happens to be the one cuaght in between two of these people. Good Luck! But don't feel inferior of your ability.

Similar to "Dua Lan Pa" is the "Reciever" - These people normally will sit in between two seats. Ma chiam like they feel more comfortable having something caught in between their ass.

Educated people normally not that clever.The "Spreaders"- these people always like to read newspaper on the train. Reading is fine but if they spread the newspaper over the people beside them, it became a hindrance. Don't they know how to fold the newspaper?

The "Monkeys" is the most common sight in the train. If you want to do stunt, go perform in a circus.

The "Bombers"- They are considered highly intelligent people. You will never knew where the A-bomb came from. Anyone could be a suspect. It's always left a mystery..

Then the "Dog Men Women" . Don't they have a better place to show their affection with each other.Smooching and Rubbing in public. Go home and do it la..

Then there are the "Skunks". These people like 10 years never bathe. Faint* Especially you at night, these group of people sure pop out

I bet many of us have gone through such experiences or being one of the super "Heros" before. It's pretty funny if you think of it again. Our everyday life is not that "Boring" after all.

2008-02-10T01:06:00.000+08:00

Fabulous Feb!!

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone...This month is truely a fabulous one for me..though not much event...I am contented with what i have..

On Chinese New Year Eve 除夕

There is no lesson on Wednesday because kenneth's lesson was conducted on Tuesday instead...Since there is no lesson, i decided to call my movie buddy miz for a movie since he had a make up class on that day..We decided to watch at Yishun GV since it's somewhere in between our home...I wanted to watch Sweeney Todd for some time so we decided to watch it..It's the 1st time I watch at Yishun GV...not bad..kind of funny for the snack bar to be inside the cinema after u gave ur tickets..Combo of the week was Jay Chou's KungFu Dunk with Free bottle a $7.50 for GV members.. so we decided to get that...Sweeney Todd is a really sad and bloody movie...with a sad ending...It's pretty musical like moulin rouge..but i like the songs too...really catchy..So funny to watch a bloody movie on CNY eves..but seeing red could be a good omen...After the movie, i head back home for CNY eve steamboat...This year is a bit special..a fish head steamboat for a change...Nice to have the whole family sitting down on a round table eating together...such a blessing..

On the 1st day of CNY 初一

Woke up quite late..staying up pretty late to 守岁...My brother was working so this year it's just me and my mum going to relatives house...my dad is as usual lazy to go out...I went to my maternal grandpa house...he is my only grandparent who is still alive..but his health seems to be detoriating.. he can't seems to remember my mum..and his childrens...Hope that he can stay healthy...After that, we went over to my uncle's (二舅) house...every year we will visit his house..and his house will the the site for my other relatives to gather...my 大姨 have 4 daughters..the eldest is married with a son..the 2nd and third have boyfriends and heard that they are marrying this and next year...the 3rd daughter is just 1 year older than me..and she is getting married already..OMG..time really flies...We played poker together as always...and i won a little this year...so much better than last year...

On CNY day 2 初二

What can i say..Stayed at Home..do nothing..kind of guilty not doing any homework...just kept watching dramas, anime, movies on internet....There goes my day...

On CNY day 3 初三 which is today

I went to watch CJ7 with miz again...the movie is quite touching but i think it's not up to Stephen Chow's standard..quite a let down from him...his earlier films were actually much better...but the alien and the boy is really cute...After the movie, i went to work...YEs Work on CNY day 3.. cause one of my colleagues went back to Malaysia to celebrate her CNY..but since i am not doing anything...i just work...My manager Serena is so nice...she gave me a ang bao...Happy CNY to you!!...At night was quite surprise that my JSS friends came to have dinner with me...because i thought the dinner was canceled...but the more surprising and touching part is yet to come...i was thinking that it was just a normal gathering...cause i only had 1 hour dinner break...We ate at Thai Accent..a resturant which i always wanted to go..cause everytime i passed by i will smell the fragrance of tom yam and lime...After we ate finished, yuan zhou pulled out a bag of thing for me...then i realized that it was for my 23th birthday which is just 2 weeks away...They gave me a travel backpack which i always wanted as listed in my wishlist...Thanks for making my wish comes true..I love it very much..Now i can go backpack travelling with it....=D and Thanks for the dinner treat...so looking forward for the potluck on 23rd or 24th...I will fixed some good food on that day...Working tml morning also..but i am so hyped up to sleep....because tml got steamboat dinner at my schoolmate Lilin's house..

red and white gang( From left to right: (Me, Jinmin,Wingkit, Jialin, Xiao Yan, Yuan Zhou, Wei Guang)

Opps...I guess i need to do some homework before next week starts...if not will be really hectic because work will just piled up...

2008-02-06T10:52:00.000+08:00

4am

Finally, i am able to squeeze some time for me to get this post done...been saving as draft for dunno how loooonnng...It's Chinese New Year Eve today however i dun feel the CNY atmosphere this yr..pretty sad..well..i just hope to enjoy the accompany of friends and family for this year and not to forget..LOADS of MOVIE for me to CATCH UP...Since the beginning of school..streams of event have been going on until today...I nearly suffocate myself..

Okay where should i start..1st day of school..OMG..can't believe its the 4th week already..where did i spend all my time to..一头是 unbelivable!!...1st week of school i already got loads of assignment to finish..especially exhibition design which requires us to finish before eve of CNY( which is yesterday) The 1st event was a Post Christmas Party at my workplace in Vivocity on 17thJan...was pretty fun with gift exchange session..I quite like the colleagues at Godiva..all of them are really FUNNY and helpful...that is the reason i continued to help them out during weekends...

On18th Jan,i went for Jay Chou's World Tour 2008..this is my second time watching..but this time i watched alone...It's his birthday also..so lucky to be able to get a seat for the concert...The entire show was High to the TOP..He was like 十八般舞艺..样样精通...From dancing to piano, piano battle, guitar ,drums ,扯铃 ,古筝...I was hoping to get the concert T-shirt BUT SOLD OUT!!! The design was so nice...so sad that i couldn't get hold of one...Overall, i think it's much better than the previous year...

On 20th, i started designing out a new greeting card for 2008 CNY ...as it's the year of rat, i decided using origami to create a different and unique look for CNY card..the response was pretty good...i really get great satisfaction from making greeting cards..especially during hectic times...This years CNY card promotion is offer..DO look out for this years X'mas collection..Thank You for your support in my design..

Then on 26thJan, i had Post Christmas Dinner with my colleagues at Ang Mo Kio's 煮炒..They promised to have a treat if we hit commision for that christmas month and we DID..we hit 120%..The dinner was really sumptous...we ordered..an 1kg chili crab, an 1kg butter crab, crab bee hoon, abalone, cereal prawns, honey roasted chicken wings...and only 5 of us to finish everything..the total cost was around $200..we sure can eat..

On 28th Jan i received a message from an anonymous saying that he chanced upon my blog and he asked me to help them design their office. I decided to accept the offer and take it as an experience..This will be my 1st real job assignment so i went to chat with them the following day..The assignment was pretty rush..i got to came out with floor plan layout and frontage designs within 2 full night..That's a pretty big challenge for me..but i am glad i am able to give it my all..was not my best but i think it's pretty good...Not sure whether they accepted my design anot..it will be icing on the cake if it's been accepted... On 30thJan, we celebrate cc's birthday with a simple dinner at Clementi's Botak Jones..i love dinner with friends..eating with them will be more satisfied...Up till now, I think i hardly got any good rest...everyday was around 4am for me to rush projects, assignment, job assignments, greetings card...but i am glad i completed all at the expanse of my sleep and health...

On 2ndFeb, i went to Orchard Party World to celebrate Xiao Yan's birthday with the rest of JSS gang...Almost all attended..except for weiguang because he don't really K.. The only one in the working force paid for the K..an it's none other than XiaoTian..Thank You Very Much..I am also glad that everyone is doing well in their field of expertise...After the K, we went to NYDC to had dinner... we decided to treat the birthday girl..the chocolate cheesecake was really nice...I just love desserts!! When we settle the bill, my meal was not included inside..which means i got a free meal..So Lucky...=D..

On 4thFeb, i went to watch the preview of KungFu Slamdunk..thanks to Jasmine for the lobang ..was suppose to watch with another person but in the end none was free...=( so i went to watch with Jasmine and her Jay2u friends..The ticket was only $7.50 with Free Movie Poster...a good deal indeed..The movie was really nice..with funny elements in it..just that it's a bit overdone at some part...I think i will watch again..because i was watching at the 1st row angle...

It's Chinese New Year Eve..Just hope that everyone will rest well, eat well and cash in well...=P

P.S. Photos will be out later...

2008-01-21T00:45:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year Special 2008-"米"老鼠

Hi Everybody!!CNY is around the corner and i am back with new ideas for greeting cards..spread your greetings to your relatives and friends with my 2008 Limited edition CNY 3-D card-"米"老鼠...Exclusively 88 pieces ..comes in gold or silver rat holding Chinese greeting banner and comes in red envelope.

Early Rat Promotion-21st-28thJan
(Gold)Prosperity Rat 招财鼠－$1.80
(Silver)Ｌongevity Rat 添寿鼠-$1.80

＂發财＂Huat!!Package-5 for $8!!
"一路發" Huat Arh!!Package -8 for $12.80!!

Payment ONLY in CASH!!Preferbly exact amount.

Delivery of goods is within 3 days from order.
Venue for collection:
Bugis,Yewtee,Jurong East..Other venue request will try to accomodate

Time of Collection will be given upon Order Purchase.

Orders Closed
买只"米"老鼠回家，让你财源"鼠"不尽..=)

2008-01-15T01:12:00.000+08:00

Love 101

Recently many of my friends have been facing BGR problems...I think it's really hard to maintain good relationship with the partner...Love is like flying kites..if u pull too hard...the strings will break...if u let too loose...it will just disappear...Suddenly, i feels that to love is a tiring thing...Just hope my friends will be able to pull through their relationship...

曹格-无辜

也许这是最后的考验当我再度遇见了你
是命运捆绑了我们还是爱情相信了记忆
你的欺骗没有让我掉下眼泪
爱本善变的痛楚并非你的罪
爱是无辜的风筝拉着最在乎的人
情已逝我还在注定一个人流浪
爱是断线的风筝挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘
给不起的是你的天真为了他你学会否认
不承认你给过青春曾经爱过我的每一分
我多伤心宁成全你和他的吻
只好对自己的痛楚不负责任
爱是无辜的风筝拉着最在乎的人
情已逝我还在注定一个人流浪
爱是断线的风筝挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘
无法挽救的温存
我是残破的风筝
宁愿在遥远的天空
看你转过身决定去实现你和他的承诺
爱是无辜的风筝拉着最在乎的人
情已逝我还在注定一个人流浪
爱是断线的风筝挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘
也许这是最后的考验当我再度遇见了你

2008-01-11T13:05:00.000+08:00

New but Old

Just 3 more days to the start of new semester!! Quite happy with what i did during my holidays...New timetable is out with old familiar faces..some are happy to see again but some i just hope for them to disappear somehow...not much changes to the timetable...still the same hectic Thursday...just glad that Friday ends early...more time to rest..My work at Godiva will officially ends on Sunday...will miss my colleagues...always feeding me..but i wasted their effort...Looking forward to school and other events coming up..7 more days to Jay Chou Concert!! Gonna make some major breakthrough in my design work this sem...Gambateh!!

2008-01-08T14:14:00.000+08:00

Blasting through 2008

Oh yeah..i am back..was too sick and tired to blog when i came back from Bandung on 5thJan...been eating, sleeping, playing and eating ,sleeping ,playing...lol..Lots of photos to be posted...a really enjoyable 2008 at Indonesia..thanks to Cecelia's heartwarming and friendly family..

30th Dec 2007

I took one day off from work to prepare for the Bandung trip for the next day...however, it was actually the most hectic day..was rushing around from place to place the whole day...but it was worth it...and i enjoyed the day..had lunch with sec school package at vivocity's Thai express..after that went to clark quay to meet the settlers gang for the last Sunday of the month board games session... Left at 530pm to rush over to Lot1 for Mr Chin's dinner session...have a sumptuous dinner at Farmmart..after that i had to rush over to AMK hub and meet up with the Bandung gang for movie"National Treasure"..feel so bad to Mr Chin and the rest..cause they were actually planning to find a place to drink coffee and talk but in the end..they canceled it because of me...watched the movie until 1200am..then head back home with only 6-8 hours till flying off..and at that time i haven packed anything!!!

31st Dec 2007

As expected..i woke up late...so no choice have to take cab down to airport...cost me 23 bucks...really cannot take taxi now man...Damn EX..when i the meter jump..i also jump..met up with the rest for our last breakfast in singapore2007..the plane delayed for an hour then we start our cam-whoring session...lol..before entering the plane till on the flight till landing...when we reached jarkata..we met up with arlien..she look so blur even though jakarta is her hometown..was lost for a while at the airport..then she called her driver to drive us back to jakarta for lunch and tour around jakarta b4 heading to Bandung...During the tour, we went to eat at a authentic Indonesian restuarant Warung Kopi in a new mall at Jakarta..we were planning to sing K after the lunch..so arlien brought us to another mall..and arlien lead us to an XKTV in that mall...as always blur arlien was activated...the XKTV was actually a bring us to a restuarant..-_-" so no choice, we just have to walk around the mall...eat some more...and went to X-zone and play..After that, arlien brought us to local bus agency..X-trans to book tickets to Bandung..and so we bid farewell to Jakarta and head to Bandung...The journey 2hrs+ nonstop
..sit until my butt CRACKS!!! the mini bus was quite cramp for a 2hrs+ ride..very uncomfortable...when we reached, cecelia's family came to fetch us to their home...her papi is really friendly and because cecelia's parent hardly understand english nor chinese it makes communication with them very funny...we were shock to see her house when we reached...it was huge..a motor showroom at the 1st floor...3 living rooms, 8 bedrooms, 1 playroom, 1 big kitchen...her family consist of her parents,2 sister,2 brothers, a maid...and we came just in time to meet her 6th uncle family as well since it's new years eve...we ate the nasilemak her mami made for us...the food was really bagus and the chili was shiok..then we had BBQ with her family..eileen and lilin spotted the pool table and in the playroom and embarked into their pool routine..After the BBQ, the whole family went out together on a family car for sightseeing and to see fireworks...the feeling was really awe inspiring...cause i never had such an experience before like this b4..big family outing..After the countdown to 2008, cecelia's very hyper papi brought us to lembang for supper...he kept buying loads of food for us...for a moment we were feeling like babi...so the day ended with us eating the whole day...and it's just the 1st day!!

1st Jan 2008

drove us to do some shopping at the factory outlets..we went to couldn't resist learning from her...so in the evening, we head over to Korean House where the celebration was held...the meal was really We woke up a bit late at around 11pm..that day was cecelia's cousin (Yeecil)'s birthday...ceceliaRumah Mode...the clothes are pretty cheap...i bought an Abercombie berms which is $30-40 for aorund $10 bucks only...After that, we went to eat at Mie Rica..a shop selling noodles..The chili was damn shiok once again..couldn't resist even i ate until cry...After that, we did more shopping...but eileen and the rest were too tired...so we head back home...from then onward, eileen started her sleeping spree cause at night there are more events...cecelia's sister uwi is quite talented in guitar..eileensumptuous...met more of cecelia's family...her grandmother who can speak very fluent chinese...her 3rd uncle and family...the scene was rather heartwarming...we were so fortunate to be there with cecelia's big and fun-loving family...After the dinner, we went to Lemonade Cafe and Karaoke with her whole family...the room was very cheap...so much cheaper than singapore which counts by per head...cecelia's family left after singing an hour....we sang for 4 hours then everyone was shagged...cecelia's dad was so nice to come and fetch us home...

2nd Jan 2008

Arlien was suppose to come on this day but was delayed till next day...so we decided to watch movie at the shopping mall next to cecelia's home..movie tickets was $1.50 per pax..soo cheap..as a movie lover,i really hope this price was in Singapore...we met up with other fellow indo schoolmates Lydia and Stevie..both in multimedia...continue the eating spree...we watch Bee movie...everything was good..even better than GV..super big leg space...wide comfy chair..but the movie let it down...when we watched halfway..the movie started to flicker and poof..total black..there was a slight commotion there..but overall was still good...We went to walk around in the mall...before having dinner with Lydia and Stevie at a Hilltop Cafe...The hilltop Cafe was called Congo..there is ambiance , scenery and most of all good and cheap FOOD!!...Overall it cost around $10+ per person only...After the meal, we continue to enjoy the breeze and the beautiful scenery of Bandung...

3rd Jan 2008

Had a rough night, couldn't sleep well because of the barking of the dog..at first i tot is the dog at cecelia's house..but cecelia told me her dog hardly bark..and she said that it's her Batam neighbour who like to slaughter dogs for their meat...no wonder the dog was barking like Hell...such cruelty to animals...

Cecelia's papi decided to bring us out for sightseeing...before picking up arlien at the Xtrans..the scenery was beautiful..we took some time to take some photos and enjoy the view...ate her mum's delicacy...i ate 2 packets...guess i was too greedy...=P...kaili was sick because of the bumpy journey..we went to eat dinner at the mall...then our childishness kicks in ...we went to play the merry-go-round...did alot of cam-whoring...play alot of other games at the funworld until the mall was almost closed...when we went back, we played Uno stacko..then that night, disaster hits in...my stomach was rumbling...and i was feeling really unwell...somemore, the dog started to bark just when i was trying to sleep...worsened the condition...

4th Jan 2008

Eileen sprained her leg somehow...3 down 1 to go...haha...heading to the Valley with the whole family..not to spoil the atmosphere..we just tagged along....eileen's stomach also started to act up on her...so paiseh..both of us need a toilet during the journey..they had to stop halfway for us...when we reached the Valley..it was pretty fun...and cold..so cold that her papi said that everyone was as if smoking...and it was indeed really cold...we all went out to take the scenery and visit the lake..cecelia's family seems to bond better with us now..can play and joke around..we had strawberries at the valley..was so shiok..for a moment, my stomach was okie...must be the chill that froze my stomach...it was cold without the wind...and when the wind blows..you can really feel the spikes all over your body...Damn Shiok...

After that, we went for more sightseeing..visited the strawberries farm...saw many tea plantation until eileen and me cannot take it..so we had to head back home 1st...cecelia's family continued to tour around...her family is really energetic...I was having diarrhea until cannot make it...so is eileen and kaili...we rested until night before we went to Valley Cafe for dinner...Practically only lilin, cecelia and arlien is eating...the rest of us just looking..was pretty bad...come to think of it was damn sad not to be able to get the gourmet...

5th Jan 2008

Everyone was sick except for lilin...didn't really do much..except for some last minute packing and shopping...really have to thanks cecelia's mami for taking care of the 3 sick people...what a sad way to end the trip...but i don't regret coming to Bandung..cause i experienced family love and fun which i always wanted...Terimakaseh to cecelia's family for all the activities they have prepared for us...we really had Fun...

Now, that i am back...seems like i have just ended a dream and reality just Smacks right into my face...will missed cecelia's family...and my newly made friend...Fernando..=D

Photos will be posted soon...too many

Oh it's 2008 i guess i need a resolution for this year and i already know what i want this year already...will be out soon..=)

2007-12-31T02:15:00.000+08:00

Poof!!

My Last 2007 Post..no time to update..Gone for a week!? Bye Bye!!Advanced Happy 2008 to all!!

2007-12-23T18:52:00.000+08:00

Little Lucky Day

Today is the start of my long off day after working non-stop for 2weeks...Got a early christmas present from my boss serena...Thank you very much for the towel!! Looking forward for the feast with the commission you got...=D I specially went over to vivocity today to help chunhoo buy some godiva chocolate at staff price since i got no plans for the off day also...

I saw this rows of tikam machines i used to put 20cents into for a small toy when i was young...now it's $1 each..i caught an eye on a cute winnie the pooh in panda costume handphone strap...looks like the obakak i got on facebook...there are a total of 10 different designs so i just try my luck with my only $1 coin...and indeed i got it..felt so lucky for that moment...=) brighten up my day...i am easily satisfied person i guess..haha...invited for a christmas play tml from chunhoo..since i got no plan..might as well enjoy this christmas eve...

so cute..i just love panda..my obakak

2007-12-19T12:14:00.000+08:00

Fated to 3.3

Such a coincidence..This is my 330th post and i got back my results to yr2 semester 1...not liking what i saw....really disappointed with myself for not improving...As usual, i got my A's in the wrong module and B's in modules that is needed...I got my 1st C in NAFA and it all thanks to RON!!!! - C for Communication1 aka Autocad and Autodesk...why am i such a computer unsavy freak?...and the worst thing is next semester will be all computer related design studio..GG..I think i need to implant a USB port in my brain to store the applications for all the programs...Last yr i got GPA 3.3 for semester 1 then another 3.3 for semester 2....Overall GPA for the year is obviously 3.3...Guess what? i got the freaking 3.3 again for this semester...WHAT IS WRONG MAN? which means my skills have been remaining stagnant from 1st year till now...NO improvement...NO breakthrough....am i cut out to be in the design field which requires outflowing creativity and vast knowledge...I really want to prove to myself and my parents that this is the field that i want to advance into...but i am just been played with the same results yet again...i will need to put in triple the effort next semester if i want to become the next top interior designer and i WILL not GIVE IN TO FATE...我是个铁打的小强!!!

2007-12-16T11:26:00.000+08:00

2007 December Albums to Warm up our X'mas

Gary曹格2007压轴大碟《SUPER SUNSHINE》
新专辑将于12/28日发行
★★★★★
第一波主打-SUPER SUNSHINE

You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine
是你让我懂得爱幸福却简单
You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine
因为有了你的爱从此不平凡展开

You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine
是你让我懂得爱幸福却简单
You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine
因为有了你的爱从此不平凡展开

曾经为了爱情寻寻觅觅却换来空白
终於随著冬叶走向渐黄放弃了等待
出乎意料你就这样闯进我的生命来
就是你让我发呆也想著爱

You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine
是你让我懂得爱幸福却简单
You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine
因为有了你的爱从此不平凡展开

忍不住要对你的温柔轻声的赞美
喝著白开水也会醉原来快乐在调味
怎麽眼睛里的世界变得只剩灰与黑
Oh Baby 因为你太耀眼

You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine
是你让我懂得爱幸福却简单
You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine
因为有了你的爱从此不平凡展开

谁说爱情都有期限谁说爱情没有永远
只要望著你的双眼不管未来有多远都能看得见
原来爱情像个圆圈起点终点同一条线
只要甜蜜不断蔓延心贴著就不疲倦永远其实近在眼前

You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine
是你让我懂得爱幸福却简单
You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine
因为有了你的爱从此不平凡展开

(Everytime I See Your Face 甜蜜不断在蔓延)
You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine
是你让我懂得爱幸福却简单
(Everytime I See Your Face 甜蜜不断在蔓延)
You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine
因为有了你的爱从此不平凡展开

张韶含2007大碟《Ang 5.0》

★★★★
专辑曲目

01. 我恋爱了

02. 不想懂得

03. 亲爱的，那不是爱情

04. 床边故事

05. 头号甜心

06. 重来

07. 能不能勇敢说爱

08. 失忆

09. 乐园

10. 谁爱谁

11. 不想懂得 (钢琴弦乐演奏版)

12. 乐园 (华尔滋弦乐演奏版)

2007-12-13T01:33:00.000+08:00

不能说的.悲哀

I envy people with a happy family..i envy people who went out with their family..i envy people who are able to communicate with their family...I envy people 比我还要幸福..

I don't ever remember having taken a family photo..a photo which signifies a family is never there..Once again i washed my face under the blanket..perhaps that's how i got my heavy baggages...when will 幸福 be with me...

Never or Ever?