F*****What does the F word means to me?No it's not the bad word...It's Fu..Family..Family got a different meaning to me....When i was young..i don't yearn to go home..because something seems to be missing...'trust'...'encouragement'..i spent most of my time at my grandmother's house..with relatives that treats me very well...got my 煮菜的姑姑...because she was in charge of all the meals...she cooks delicious food..and i used to learn cooking from her...then there is 肥肥的姑姑 because she carries the most weight but she was concious of that and was trying hard to shed off the weight...she was the one that act as my tourist..always brought me to places of interest and play...lastly there is 长头发的姑姑..she was a vegetarian santa claus...because she used to travel alot and whenever i went over..there will be gifts for me...lastly, there is my ah ma...she was like Mac AhMa..because whenever i went over to her place...she always gave me money to buy MacDonalds....This was the family which i was more familiar and happier with when i was young..
However, after the death of my AhMA and 煮菜的姑姑...i was back to the Family which i was not that close to...which explains the gap or i should say canal between me and my family now...then the 'F' word got another meaning to me in my life when Friend came into the picture...I felt a different happiness in my life again..got people who understands me, encourages me once again...However, Family is still Family and i hope a bridge will be built across the canal...my door will always be opened...