Today i just went for a run to train for my SCM 2009 on 7th Dec. My 1st run after one semester...I ran to the yew tee park and ran for 30mins...but i think i only ran 6km which is really bad..After i ran for 2km, i was losing stamina..felt so tired..After the run i did some static exercise..then i saw my 小姑 and her son...it has been a while since i saw her...Even though she also liver in yew tee..we hardly met...

I think my aunt is a benevolence person..she always like to help people and make other people happy...this applies to all my aunts...I still remember when i was young, i always went over to my grandma's place to stay over during the holidays..and i am always excited about going over because of my 3 aunts..my eldest aunt was really good at cooking...i would always call her 煮菜姑姑..her dishes are all my favourites..i always like to go market with her to buy groceries..and she will always get Macdonald's for me...and when i saw her picking the ears sometimes..i will always ask her to help me pick also because i think having your ears picked is a relaxing thing to do...Too bad my aunt die at a young age because of cancer after my grandma passed away of cancer as well...

My 3rd aunt is the aunt that i was closest to...Before she was married, she will always bring me out for movies at woodland..that time there were alot of hong kong chinese movie...that was how i became a movie fanatic...Even when she had a boyfriend which is now my 姑丈, she will still bring me out during their date...After they got married, her health deteriorated..think is because she used to eat a lot of slimming pills..i always call her 肥肥姑姑...she was not really fat..but compared to my other 2 aunts..she was a bit plummer.. Now she had a son and she herself had liver failure and cannot work...

As for 小姑, she was a vegetarian and was really a sincere Buddhist. Same as my 3rd aunt, she will also bring me out whenever she was not working.She was the one that help me to start saving by buying me beautiful porcelain saving boxes...After she got married, my grandma and eldest aunt passed away, grandma's house was lively as before, everybody got married and moved out..leaving only my grandpa.. So the house was sold and my grandpa moved to my youngest uncle's house because he was the one who can financially support my grandpa..He and my 婶婶 had a daughter..but unfortunately my 婶婶 was down with cancer...and soon passed away leaving my uncle and his daughter...

The following holiday, there is no more grandma's place for me to look forward to..but my 小姑 allows me to stay over at her place..i still remember it was the year 2000..i enjoyed the stay at her place..it was a really peaceful place to live.. but one day, my aunt suddenly quarrel with 姑丈 and they nearly ended up having divorce..i was pretty shock because my aunt and her husband always seem so loving...From then onward, i never went to her house thinking it was my fault that cause them their fight..My 小姑 always like to give money to me as allowance which i am always reluctant to take..I never like the feeling of taking people's money..Right till today, she still does that..My computer was down..so she asked me to bring it over to her house today because 姑丈 works in the computer industry and might be able to fixed it...When i went to her house, i got into her kitchen to get some water, she pulled me to one corner and stuff her money to me..I was stunned and try to tell her that i am working now and she don't have to keep giving me money every time we meet..but she show a shh sign..think she don't want 姑丈 to know..right after stuffing money into my hand, she asked me to go back 1st..i was like huh? No chance to give her back the money..Right till now, i still kept the money she gave me..it accumulate to about $400...Her son is now primary 5..i hope when i start working, i can play the role as my aunt and bring her son out to watch movie and play..If not i think i will not forgive myself in not doing so...When we take..we must give back...

Sometimes i think that i am a jinx..whichever place that i live..the person will have something bad happened to them...Right to my own family...bad things kept happening...